我讨厌Shopping!

不相信???

真的....

最近去shopping mall几乎都没买到什么东西...

第一是因为....没钱吗

第二还是因为...没钱..(咳...觉得自己好可怜噢..(v.v)

看到自己喜欢的东西时....就只能看不能买..悲哀啊... (T.T)

我猜你们一定会想, 我那有可能会这么穷

每次都只是嘴巴讲而已...

当然聪明的你们也不是完全错的...

我也不至于穷到什么都没得买

不过就是...


便宜的东西本小姐看不起,



而贵的东西呢本小姐买不起.

做女人真苦

做穷的女人更苦(~.~)

她的命真好!



姐妹们, 我们还是认命吧...

not that fortunate...this cny

WARNING!

While you are walking please pay full attention on your walk To the girls
DO NOT

open your umbrella while you are walking even though the sun is so damn hot and you are rushing to sit for a test.
OR ELSE

*yes, both are my legs

today i got a test.
which i studied so hard last minute...cos enjoyed too much during the holiday
den while i'm on my way there..
out of the escalator
saw the sun so hot
i walked very fast
cos almost time ( still got time actually but always late so got used to it)
den i so scared that the hot sun will burn my skin ( den the masks i put on my face on monday and yesterday will be wasted)
so i open my umbrella while walking out...

manatau.....

there are like 2 steps of stairs in front
and i.....
the last thing i know is an extreme pain on my right ankle
and a big 'bang' ( the new steel water tumbler mummny bought for me)

then i stood up
den?
of course rush to the test la...

and gud news the test was at
E47 HS2(library)
so many stairs to climb up
den down again to the basement
hurt so much

den after that went to give tuition
suddenly the car gv me problem

mati engine

den tried to park
den after that
when on my way home
prayed hard that i can reach home safely
when i reached home
smoke came out from the fron of the car
out of water
i knew it
tried to open the front cap (whatever u call it, i call it cap)
cant open,
just realised that i never open it before
shit!
dun bother la
later daddy 'gao dim'
after that mummy told that last time when she finished filling in the water
she forgot to close the cap of the water tank
and left it beside
so all the water came out
hahahaha...
tat saved me from scolding

then realised that my leg already become like wat u see above...
and growing...

sui....hopefully wont affect my test result..

tomorrow still got class.....


learnt a lesson?

this is the second time actually first time was like 7 years ago
on basketball field
also got like high n low eh place ma
at the corner there...
huh...

i shall be more n more n more careful...

*after wrapping

lost and found

found a new job
as a part-time teacher in Vital Years - English Literacy Centre for children age 2-10

i love the job
i love the children even more

though the pay is just a little
but spending my time with those little angels are so fun
and i miss them so much when i go home
thinking of their faces, their voice...haha

suddenly think that..
if i hadn't lose the job at queensbay...
i might wont get this job...

this morning my car battery was down...
i dunno why i switch on the front light caused the last time i drive my car was yesterday when i went to work...8am and came back at 12pm...
the sun was so bright..
i din even notice that i left the front light on..

until this morning when i want to go to work then only i realize it...
for 1 second i was thinking not going to work...
but suddenly the faces of the children appeared on my mind...one by one...

then i told myself, no matter what i hv to go...
so i walked to my grams house and drove my aunts car there...

and now daddy and his friends are helping me to charge my car battery...
haha...so pai seh...
this is already the 3rd time they help me to do that...

and the 5th time this happened to me...
pathetic

just us..!

went to dinner and movie at Gurney with Ban and Wern just now....
we watched Bangkok Dangerous....
cause we really cant find any better movie to watch and it was the best selling movie...




Nicholas Cage looks kinda old to me...
so i didn't expect that the movie is going to be a good one...
as well as Ban n Wern...

but that Thai guy sure looks cute...

Nicholas Cage - an assassin
Thai guy - his messenger but became his student
Yang Cai Nee(HK actress) - a mute, very beautiful pharmacist, dated Nic

its kinda funny on certain parts...

not much of actions...

not that bloody....
the most were like the hand chopped off and the body was blasted into half...
(not irritating at all..no intestines showing out)

no climax....
a bit dragging...

so basically its a story about an assassin who was assigned 4 jobs in Bangkok...
then the Thai guy was his messenger who will take things(target's pics, cash and weapons.whatever he needs)..from the Big Shot ( the 'tai lou')....to him...

then the story begins...bla bla bla...like normal movie....

and also by following the norms....

IF the hero is a superhero or act legally

THEN
the he will save the world and live happily ever after with the heroine

OR

the hero will kept on his task to save the world but he have to
live alone cause he dont want to endanger the heroine's life....
(gu du yi sheng)..tats what makes him cool also

ELSE

IF the hero is a criminal ( in this case, an assassin)

THEN
the hero will die! Because if he goes on living then this will let
people think that the criminals can live freely after breaking the law,
will make ppl doubt about the ability of the authority. If he got caught
then, he is not that heroic anymore!!


so in the end he shot himself...makes him look more 'man'...if killed by other then will be lame a bit d...

tats all about the movie.

goin out with Wern and Ban is very enjoying also...
though the really so catch a lot of attentions by yelling and laughing out loud...
(especially when they are playing games in the arcade)
but wont feel 'sia sui' lo....

really feel like being myself..
can really say whatever i feel like saying....
use the words that i feel like using.....
comment on whatever things......
yell together with them...

which i seldom do in front of others...
(kena jaga imej =.=')

thanks guys for being there always...
we are really { kam lan chi mui }...*in Cantonese please...hahahaha

the only thing that i hate is Ban being sarcastic for the whole night! makes me wanna slap him....

just me!

i was craving for the ice blended mocha for 2 days....
but i dun dare to drink it yesterday cause i know i hv a test today and coffee is also my body biggest enemy....

when i drink coffee,
my heart beats very fast....feels like out of breath especially at night...
and i'll sure go to toilet within 15 mins.....sometimes even faster, before i can finish a cup...

but i just cant resist the ice-blended mocha...
the aroma...the smoothness of the ice mocha....together with the cream..argh..betul-betul ada 'umph'....
i'll crave for it...dunno why....but not often..the last time i drank is when i was in Malacca, more than 2 months already....so i guess it is fine....

just now after class...
i straight away go to queensbay...just to get a big cup of ice- blended mocha from Coffee Bean...
haha....crazy?
but i love to do this kinda things....
the ability of me to do things that i want ( especially impulse) makes me feels 'powerful'...
like i'm in control of my life....
i hate to follow rules...
this cannot, that cannot...
sumtimes i'll purposely break rules or to disagree with others,
(its a psychology thing)
all because i like the feeling of..i'm in control...haha
but of course..i wont break big rules...cause i dun take risk...
so i never get into 'big' trouble because of my 'habit'...

some will say this is a rebelious action, mostly teenagers will act like that...
to gain attention...
to me...
partially its like that....
haha... perharps most of us ( the only child in our family )...
will get all the attention at home, so when we go out, we tend to do things to attract attention from others...
( wern agrees with me on that)
i'll try to minimize that....

and like that i spent rm 15.35 for the big cup and rm 1 for parking...and also the fuel...


but the satisfaction...priceless....



*finished it when i reached home...drinking while driving....and it ended with a *burp...

and when i reached home...i rushed to the toilet with the speed of light...
and blasted the toilet...

hahahahahaha......i'm very satisfied...

dont know next time what kinda exreme ( impulse) things i'll do....hmmm...

p/s: hate it when my name is spelled wrongly on the cup....huh.. (>.<')

a series of unfortunate events

saw a lot of frens got sick...
warned myself to be careful..
because of the weather and all the tests....

but never though that my immune system lost the war.....
i always think that i'm very strong, huh....

got fever, flu and sore throat....
these three are good frens....
they'll come n visit me a few times in the year...
and when they come...
they come together...
hahaha....
they are really true friends...
never leave each other behind....

friday exam, finished at about 10pm...
not very happy with it...
cause i know,
i dint do well,
bad actually....

i slept at 3 something and woke up at 7am...
need to go to work as student service....
a bit sick already that time,
sore throat....
then today things got worse...
can even wake up on time...
was late to work....

after i took the attendance, i went out for breakfast with YY n HL,
before we go i went to the clinic first,
need to recover fast, so that i can study better for the test and exams,
if not i wont even bother to go,

1st stop- Klinik University at Sg.2 closed (written there sunday 9:00-1:00)
i really dunno why it is closed.

2nd stop- Poliklinik Mawar(if i'm not mistaken) at RST
Closed also.

3rd stop- Klinik Kesihatan in USM
Closed too.
(*huh....very very tired..my head felt so heavy...and with the hot sun on top of my head)

after work...
went to pharmacy near my house.
closed.

since all clinics and pharmacy are closed, i went to guardian, sure open right?

what happened was.....

"Sorry, our pharmacist is off duty, we cant give you those controlled drugs."

and the lady there introduce me herbal pills which most customers will buy to cure fever and flu.

i took it,

and as usual,

i'll pick up other things also....

when i got to the counter there...the total printed on the screen was..RM 75...
was shocked...
ok fine i gv her my credit card...

but the machine cant read both of my cards...

very embarrassing cause i dint bring enough cash also...
and the cashier (the shop manager's face turned black)....

so i just took the pills...
and called the card centre,
i was told that both of my cards are still active....
and i told him i spilled water on my bag and it wet my wallet as well as my cards a few days ago...
and he said water ( H2O) wont do anything to my chip...(and he was laughing loud through the phone when i told him, what so funny?)

so so so so 'sui'...

and when i came home....

again...another drama....

just feel like going out... to another place on earth....
to "Wonderland"....
where all these things wont happen.....

i love RAIN..!!

after i spent the whole day doing 285 assignment...
at last i finished it...

then,

i went to the bank to pay my bills...

then,

to tesco with ching to get some groceries....
it was drizzling when i reached ching's house...

but it stated to rain cats n dogs when i came out from tesco..
and i din wear jacket or raincoat...
cause inside the parking lot...i cant feel the rain..
but as soon as i came out from that parking lot...
sha....
got wet...
can really feel the big splash towards me...
after 2 mins....
even my pantie was wet...(i was riding my cute lovely little scooter)




i dint stop...
cos i love rain...

yes..
sound crazy....
but i just like the feeling when rain drops hit my skin...not when i was riding cause very painful..
gentle hits i should say...
and the chill...
liked being hugged by the nature...
really enjoy...
hard to describe the feeling with words though...
huh...it can make my tears disappear also....



crying in the rain..
let the rain wipes my pain...


*I like Rain...love Rain 4ever...he is so cute....*shout...*yell

TIME...!

When i'm busy with everything coming altogether; exams, assignments, tuitons and classes

time flies


But when i'm in the middle of a boring class, working, answering questions that i totally hv no idea what are those questions asking, and waiting

time crawl even slower than 200 years old turtle which weigh 700 pounds.



*i got nothing but time...

But also when i'm in between, i realise that i keep on looking at the time , my watch, my phone, or a clock, dunno y, just look at it, just feel like want to know the time even though it just past 2 mins the last time i looked at my watch.

weird.
i guess a lot of people have this kinda habit too, just that it is to tiny to notice, because everyone is busy.

maybe i should have one of this

Earning vouchers!

After joining online survey for so so long at last... after the 4 days forum i joined in June... i gained enough points to redeem the VOUCHERS!
i redeemed 10 KFC vouchers which is totally not enough after i share it with my family members..
huh...no fun...i prefer cash...
but better than non

*ei..? why just 9..haha..caused i used it befor i manage to snap a pic of all of them..LOL

Love Myself

*Got a new haircut from Mintz, fell in love with the hairstylist for 30mins while he was cutting my hair, he was so cute and gentle..haha...

Every week i'll find one day, mostly on weekend,
i'll pamper myself, starting with a long warm shower after waxing,
beside washing, i'll do a hair treatment and while waiting for my hair to absorbs the nutrients,
i'll do a full body scrub,
it is very important for us to scrub away all the dead cells then only our skin can generate more new and healthy cells,
and when we apply lotion on it it will absorbs quicker without the dead cells blocking in front of living cells.

Then i'll put on a deep cleansing and firming mask on my face and a nose pack on my nose, afer 15 minutes i'll peel the nose pack off and wash off the mask. Next, i'll put on a whitening mask or moisturising mask, it will absorbs better after deep cleasing. after 20-25 mins. I'll remove the mask and massage the essence into my face.



*This is how i look like when i'm wearing D' MASQUE..haha...so ugly..even mask riders look better than me.

Finally, i'll apply my favourite Daintree lotion on my whole body, massaging the muscles when i'm applying it to enhance new cells growth via blood circulation.

The whole process will take about 2 hours.
Due to a low budget restriction, i cant go out to get a full body treatment.
Hope that when i start to work i'll be able to.

Cause by loving and pampering myself like that, it gives me a total relaxation, thinking of nothing else except myself.

a good start

well done!
i manage to not to buy anything today just spent a total of RM4.50 for parking and food. yea...
keep it up...
i can make it....

huh..next next week, 2 tests n 1 quiz within a week,
*faint, *sigh, *faint again.....

controling myself

self discipline is a very very very very had thing..
indeed it is the hardest thing to me...
whatever i plan for myself, i'll screw it up,
i'll always wake up 15 mins later,
study less than i plan,
spend more than i plan,
and etc....

why?
why i'll be like that?
when i see others with a very good self discipline,
it makes me feels sad and then keep on blaming myself
why do i hv this kinda habit?
and in the end i wont change at all...
i cant..

still..trying to figure out ways to change...
cos i know if i dun change 1 day it will affect my work performance,
which i would never allowed it to happen.

working full day 2moro, plan to spend just RM1 for parking.
i can make it.

i'm learning

again...i heard " Yvonne..you cannot be like that..you need to think...dont just trust whatever ppl tells you..."
luckily i brought ching to work if not i would never know how sarcastic Angelina is..
i really belive every word she says...
i really belive that she is pure..
she is still young..so i'd never thought that she will be like this...

like Christine said...not all colleague can be your friends..i'll remember that
thanks a lot to Chirstine also...if not i wouldn't learn that much...
i'm still learning..
thanks to Ching also..
tought me to look at people's face when they are speaking to me..
look at their facial expression...
then u'll know when they are lying or acting...

hope that this will help...
i'll learn...
dont trust ppl...von..think before you act..
and dun let people push everything on you...
hv to defend myself...
be strong....

i want to fly...

i love travel...

really really love travelling...

though i'd been to a few places...

but the trip to malacca is the only trip that makes me feel that i'm 'travelling'...

the others..hmm Genting is not counted...

maybe Singapore is quit ok also..

Hyattyai a bit disappointed...

i wish that i can to go to travel with my friends...

go by ourself..

book our own air tickets...

hotel..

search for foods..

tourist spots...

not with the tour...

which will makes me feel like goin to a school trip...

if i'm goin oversea...

the first place i want to go is Hong Kong...

i've been watching Hong Kong movies n series since i was born..

really want to know how would i feel when i'm there..

will that place makes me feel like a foreigner or

will make me feel like i'd been there for a hundred times...

haha....

and also to go shopping and eat..

yea...

then when i found my soulmate...

i'll go to europe with him..

Paris, Vennice, Italy, Spain..etc...

those kinda romantic places...

very artistic and interesting culture...

and of course to see all the high end brands there..haha

well..i'd dream enough..

now get back to study my MAT 263...

test tomorrow...

jiayou..

finished half

the second half of this semester had begun,
my performance so far, not as good as what i'd expected,
really need to put more time on my studies,
feel that dont want to work that much since i'm teaching a new tuition,
but quite hard to tell Christ cos i noe she really need manpower,
when i needed her help, she helped me,
now i really hope that i can do my best to help her,
i'll try my best.

work.
the whole thing about Christine and Cedrick really..haiz..
i know that Cedrick is just joking when he told me about betraying them by working with his enemy,
they all pakat to brain-wash her permanent to leave her, so that o one will help her,
it is just their childish act,
i know that i shouldn't bother about that,
but whenever i talk to both of them i tend to tell them whats happening at the other party,
a bit,
but i have no mean in adding their hatred towards each other,
i just dunno why i voice it out,
and i always try to pull back when i know they stat to get angry with each other,
promised myself not to talk about them in front of anyone d,
to avoid problems.

study.
hmm..started to get lazy,
have to push,
but 251 really is making me crazy, a bit blur...
hope that this friday 263 test will be better,
i really want an improvement,
not dare to tell,
but really,
i also want to feel, the feeling of my name printed on The List with them..
jia you...gambateh...

i'm back!

i'm back from malacca d..
in one piece..thanks
it was a very nice an interesting trip...
not only can see malacca, feel malacca but also live like a malaccan,
thanks to Ping and her family for letting me stay in their house for 3 days and 2 nights...
and also i send my greatest gratitude to Ping for bringing me to the best places in malacca..
and eat with me all those delicacies that i ate untill
felt like exploding...

i'll write more about my malacca trip when i got d pics from Ping...

recently feels tat i got left out a lot in my studies...
still i need to work this weekend...
hmm..
really need to work hard d...
if not all my hard work for all these years will be gone...

seeing all those set ups for convocation
made me thought of the time when i was in f4...
i was siting on the bench in the canteen..
with the girls..
forgotten if they were 'ching, psee, yy, or hling'
that day was the day when the
graduated students came back to take their spm result..
i told my friends,
another 2 years it will be our chance,
we will be the one in the hall,

then when tat day came,
really it is just like a split second,
i recall what i said,
just like today,
i was thinking,
now is mei's, ryan's and corinthian's turn,
next 2 years, it will be my turn...

i'll cherish every second i spend in uni,
and i hope that everything will go smooth,
and i will also graduate smoothly,
as well as my friends.

few words before going...

i'm now in lab3..

school of mathematical sciences...

university of science malaysia...

plan to do my MSG 285 late with my friends....

and go to malacca tonight...

thanks to aunty dropping me by...

suddenly feels that i'm very grateful to have aunty and ah ma in my life,

since the day i was born,

they gv everything to me,

and never ask anything from me back,

and i know they love me very very much,

i love them too,

but i hope that i can do something for them,

like what they did to me,

i'll never forget their love, sacrifices and concerns about me,

ah ma really took care of me when i was sick,

and my parents...haiz...

i can still remember how she massaged my tummy for me,

makes me feel pampered...

so i really hv to study hard...

after i finish my study...

when i start to work....

i'll do my best to satisfy their needs,

the 1st thing i want to do is to bring ah ma for a vacation...

before she is too tired for that...

then also to always go out with aunty,

haha...when i 12 get out from the car just now..

she kept on asking whether i bring enough money or not..

i know if i ask from her she'll give...

but...

i don't 1 to spend her hard earn money for my 'entertainment'..

thanks aunty...

i love you..

goin to malacca this time with by a night bus,

quite dangerous,

i din't know that ping will buy a night ticket,

makes me, mummy and aunty worry a little,

as i'm the only 1 in my family,

the only hope of the family,

if anything happens to me,

it wont affect me,

cos i aint goin to feel anything,

just that those who are still livings,

they lose hope, and people to take care of them,

so just pray for this journey will be a safe 1,

everything will be fine,

please...

my family needs me...

thanks..

pai mia- hard life

wah...wu wu wu.... the cpt 112 test is so damn hard...
so much harder than pass years...
yerrrr....
bully people eh....
hate tat 'aaron kwok'....
bawa 'sui'...

haiz....nvm d lo...
wat over is over d...
we shall look forward..yea and what a surprise...
i need to finish my MSG285 assignment...
and also my MAT251 quiz and test are coming...
i i dunno a bit about it...
the only good news is i'm goin to malacca tomorrow night...
and the bad news is...
i wont have enough time to study and also do my assignment...
woohooo...

CONGRATULATIONS VON...!

i feel like hitting the jackpot for the 1st time this sem...
i should feel happy...!


p.s : itu lecturer betul-betul tak takut orang mia mak mia anak boleh TL mia lo...*&%!@#$%^^%$#..cis...

ouch..!!

Finally..! i managed to wake up early and go to jogging this morning..
which i'd plan to do for a very very long time d...
but very pity...
i hurt my leg..
because of the new sport shoe i bought for mummy during mother's day...
argh...spoiled my beautiful morning..
the whole day actually...cos it is still aching now..
hmm..
heal faster la...
i wanna go to malacca d..
by then i wanna go to eat all the delicacies there and also see all the beautiful architechture there..
haha...'Bandar Bersejarah'
here i come...

wu...wu..wuu...
never tought that i'd spent tat mouch last month..
my credit card bills realy scared me...
need to plan well
on how to pay back d..
spend less..spend wise...
work more...

and hope tat i can make it on tomorrow's test...
jiayou..!:p

miss darling....!

never miss him like this before....when he was here...
he'll call me...
whenever i thought of him...
i'll sure receive his call on that night or the other night...
but now...
when i call him also he wont answer my call, sms also late reply...this morning eh sms untill now also no reply...
haiz....
really miss 'him'...
but i already expected this ma...
b4 he go there i already expect to receive fewer calls from him....
but i never thought tat the condition will be like this lo...
haiz...
i know that he is busy....
so...
i'm forgotten...i'd been put aside...
pity me...
really miss your voice darling....
thought that with that card u'll remember me longer...
hikhik...
pai mia lo....