Bye Bye 2010 ~ 2011 is going to be a much much better year

Lots of things happened last year, which caused a great impact on my life.

I've graduated with a degree, though my result was totally out of what I've hoped for when I first step into USM, but within these 3 years i gained more than just a degree and glad that I've made it, I've made my family proud.

I was granted a short yet meaningful relationship, just a few months before I graduate. Although the relationship was harsh and just lasted for a few months, but I' m really glad that I have that 'few months', which I can kept as one of the best memories I have in my life. The relationsh hashat taught me to cherish every second and everyone in my life even more than I used to. Especially those who were at my side, wiping my tears during my heartbreak, they will always the person i love the most. Anyway, wish that both of us had learnt one way or another from this relationship and may we find our own happiness from that point onwards.

After graduation, found myself hard to fit in the so called , high-pay & stable factory job. Took this job caused Mummy wanted me too. I tried but failed. So, I followed my dream, and became an event executive. The job is harder than I taught, and even worse I felt like a baby in this industry or even the working world. Its very very challenging for me, but I wont give up my dream. I will learn as many as possible and excel in this field. (^.^)

Financially, I'm always me. The more I earn , the more I spend, and the more the things I wanna buy. Gosh! Thinking bout $$$ everyday.

RESOLUTION :

1. To get salary increment

2. To be able to save at least RM500/month

3. To own a iphone4

4. To visit HK/Macau/Taiwan or anywhere i like

5. To treat everyone/behave better aka *dont be so arrogant ( argh....really need help on that)

不简单的人

从来没想过身边会有 不简单的人

但一开始 做这份工过后 就遇到所谓的 ‘不简单的人’

那些人 每一个都有‘绝世武功’

一个比一个强 一个比一个geng

比较常看到的就是那种踩着别人肩膀上的人

私底下跟你笑笑 说什么 'Good job' ， 还一直谢谢你

等到meeting的时候就在众人面前批评你show他自己有多厉害.....*clap*clap*

另外一种 是我觉得最可怕但同时也觉得最好玩的

就是玩心里战的人

那些人 很聪明 很会讲话 他的嘴巴最是他最强的武器

这种人 会让你觉得 他很看重你很欣赏你

不管你要做什么他都回支持你

不管你要什么都会 给你

（当然他会讲的很好听 ‘只要你努力，我觉得是时候，我就会给你’。。。哈哈）

他永远会站在你那边

他的目的就是要 让你相信他 觉得

他是懂得欣赏/appreciate你的人

而其他人都是坏人！

慢慢的你会为他卖命 乖乖的听他的话

然后你就是 他手下的一个‘棋子’了， 任由他摆布

这种人，

败就败在他们以为他们很聪明。。忘了 天外还有天 (>.O)

Got a life to live

No matter who we are or where we belong,

we have a role to play.

We got a life to live, and non of them are the same.

GCB

Tried this new burger last Tuesday with KLeong and Carmen.

I asked KokLeonng to help me to buy for me as he'll reach there 1st.

I was shocked when he told me its RM12 for this set! ~(O.O)~

It is claimed to have the whole chicken thigh sandwiched in between the sesame sprinkled bread.

Dunked in pepper sauce after its grilled.

*cant get the right orientation for this pic..(=.=)'''

Its worth the try but not the price.

Still think Zinger Burger is better, so much better.

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~~我的胡言乱语~~

曾经以为人心说变就变 后来发现是真的

除了自己亲身体验到之外

还从朋友身上看的清清楚楚

两个多月前才跟我说放不下一个他喜欢了很久的人

几天前突然又跟我说他有了新的

刚认识几个月 非常有默契 说是互相相爱

但是他觉得很害怕 因为他们之间 有个很大的问题

不过 从他的声音里 我听得出 开心和希望

今天听到他在电话里哭到很惨

说对方要跟他分手了

他不懂为什么

我也不懂该跟他说什么

如果是以前的我

我一定会跟他说一大堆 有的没的

但是现在的我 脑海一片空白

傻了几秒过后

说一些能让他平静下来的话

自己心里很清楚 那些话根本起不了作用

最后 还是让他一个人去面对

真的搞不懂爱情这东西

只觉得它很可怕~~

Breakfast in the heart of the Penang

Mom is so so crazy about this Lam Mee in Carnavon Street.

Recently, she'll wake me up every Sunday morning, and ask me to go to eat with her.

Its situated beside the old wet market.

A very narrow stall, can only fit in about 3 tables max.

*The stall is right below the green canopy

So while you are eating, you can see people standing; waiting to 'ta pao' and some are looking at you impatiently, praying hard that you'll finish your food faster so that they can take your seat.

But hey..you are in Penang..those waiting for you to leave might not have a smiling face but they wont grin either *cheers* (>.0)

*very simple 'kitchen'

All this while Lum Mee will never make it into the list when I'm choosing my meal.

But this is really something.

*Ordered Maggi noodle, without meat and celery.

See the big big prawns???There were about 5 big prawns in it.

To me, the size of prawns never really matters, the most important thing is the freshness.

And those prawns were so fresh until I can smell ocean when I was chewing them. (^o^)

Maybe because they are freshly delivered every morning, since the wet market is just a few steps away.

The soup tastes superb as well. A must try!

*they even remove the **** from the prawn

Thanks to her:

*while we were eating , this auntie non-stop peeling and cleaning the prawns

*the World Heritage market

As you walk down the market you'll see some tourists strolling along the street.

Nicely furnished guest houses and western cafes mushroomed over there as its the heart of World Heritage Site in Penang.

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Mom bought me a birthday cake last night.

It makes me felt damn guilty cause I went out to have dinner and movie with friends instead.

When I reach home, its already 1am.

And she was sitting right in front of the TV waiting for me to come home.

Gosh! bad girl!

Since it was late, we've decided to cut it the next morning.

Then she told me another thing which makes my heart aches more, she went to 3 shops then only she found this cake, which satisfied her.

Thanks a lot Mom!!!!

For all those pain you went through 23 years ago and now and counting..haha..

I'll try my best to minimize that..thats a promise from your girl! (>.o)

Only 1 question I asked.

Von: "Mi, why dint write my name on the top of the cake?"

Mom: "Oh, I forgotten how to spell your name" (=.=)'''

Yeah, now I can really forgive all those who knew me for quite a long time but still has a hard time spelling my name, cause even my MOM cant remember the 6 letters~~

祝我生日快乐

~谢谢你们陪我度过我的23岁生日~






谢谢你们这些年来都一直在我身边陪我一起长大





陪我熬过伤心的时刻




在我最需脆弱的时候 把肩膀借给我






永远都会站在我那边 支持我





做我的 24/7 不打烊 的加油站





再忙再累也会抽出宝贵的时间给我



真心的把我当好朋友 好姐妹




忍受我的 脾气 还有 一直在我身边照顾我




在快要闷死的时候配合我讲一大堆的废话





不管多久没见 还是会互相关心

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~~感谢上帝派了你们这班 天使 到我身边~~

冥冥中的安排。。。我不懂，我不要

最近真的发生了太多太多的事
多到让我措手不及
不懂该如何面对
只知道 不管发生 再多的事 日子还是要过
为了自己 为了身边的人
不管多难 也要很努力的 开开心心 去过每一天
努力的逼自己不要去想过去的事

不想要面对的 或 不懂该如何面对的 就不要去面对

时间虽然不能倒退。。。

但是时间。。。

会教会我如何去面对

会让我忘了我不想记得 的一切一切

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我还有很长的路要走
不能停留 在这一站 太久
在这里 开心的 伤心的 我都不想要带走
我什么 都不要

只带着 一个新的自己 勇敢的往下一站

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难熬的，会经过的。。。

I'm DOOMED!

I really hate my job!
And the hatred grows day by day,
till now i started to feel irritated, annoyed and frustrated! @_@

I dont know whether should I hang on, take it as a challenge, as a traning to train myself to be a more detail and careful person or just quit, and admit that the job is really not suitable for me?
and i HATE the job anyway.

Shall I stay until I found myself a new job or just go straight to my manager tomorrow and tell her i'm going to quit soon and you better start to look for a replacement before I leave, and I might leave anytime.(aka end of the month)

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arghhh...i cant say that now is the worst period of my life but it manages to climb into the TOP 10 List of The Suckest Period Of My Life.

Fed up

There are lots of things that we've done in our life that I dont know why i did it,
I just know that i wanted to do it.
Until someone told me only i realize that i'm actually a trial and error person.
Keep on searching for the thing that i really want.

And like other living things on Earth, when I put lots of effort on one thing and doesnt get the expected result, i diverge, to do other stuffs. That someone also told me that this happens cause I'm fed-up with the thing i was doing, cause it was out of my control, and i fed-up when i cant get the results that i want or figure out whats going wrong with it.

That really opens up my mind. I found out that i'm easily fed-up. But i never give up looking for the things that I can control and able find achievement and self-satisfaction from it.

There are lots of things that is out of our control, but the choice is ours, whether to do something which is in our control or make changes to the out-of-control things to make it in control. Of course the latter will be tougher but the satisfaction when you succeed surpasses all the hard work you've put in before.

Hope that I'm able to hang on, and make the right choice. (>.o)

~~Cactus from YJ~~

Great thanks to YiJing for giving us the cute mini cactus

Specially delivered from Cameron Highland, Pahang.

That reminds me of the cactus he gv me when he went to Cameron last year.

Dint manage to survive more than a month ...(T.T)...

Will take good care of it this time...i promise...(>.o)....

To show that i really appreciate every gift given to me...haha...L(^.^)/

*Help you to take care for 1 day la.....^^333

Lucky

Some say that i'm very lucky....

I wonder why do they call this lucky instead of something else...

But i kinda like this song....

~~Lucky~~

(J.Mraz)Do you hear me,

I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

(C.Caillat)Boy i hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh

They don't know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss

I'll wait for you I promise you, I will~~~

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home again

(J.Mraz)And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music fill the air

I'll put a flower in your hair

(C.Caillat)Though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you're al i see

As the world keeps spinning round

You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where i have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

~~

Morning Glory

今天早上妈咪花了15分钟叫我起床。。。。

真的不想起来。。。。不过昨晚已经答应要陪她去了。。。

如果爬不起来的活，我因该会死在床上吧。。。(=.=)'''

所以最后还是乖乖的下床。。。。出发咯！！！(^o^)

已经很久没来了，不过还好我还有能力一步一步地爬上去。。。

当我到了这里的时候。。。。。

我开始觉得自己。。。好棒噢！！！！！

i'm so proud of myself。。。哈哈

又再一次深深的爱上我自己了。。。\(>.<)/

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一到那边就遇到，一群韩国人在那边飙韩语。。。其中一位ajima还真像教过我韩文的‘金sinsei'呢。。。偷拍了他们。。。

都上到来这里了， 今天的sit-up就在这里做吧。。。

咳。。。只做了20下。。。那个stainless-steel strips 弄到我的背好疼....(T.T)..

都不懂为什么爸爸还能每个weekend来这里练身体。。。大该是他的皮比较厚吧。。。哈哈哈...(^o^)...

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请注意：

这位Auntie......

对！就是她。。。。去爬山。。。

1。穿长袖衣

2。戴帽子

3. 撑伞

4。脸上还擦了她可爱的女儿的SPF 50 sunblock

memang "AUNTIE LILIN"....(=.=)'''''