Wednesday, October 22, 2008

just me!


i was craving for the ice blended mocha for 2 days....
but i dun dare to drink it yesterday cause i know i hv a test today and coffee is also my body biggest enemy....

when i drink coffee,
my heart beats very fast....feels like out of breath especially at night...
and i'll sure go to toilet within 15 mins.....sometimes even faster, before i can finish a cup...

but i just cant resist the ice-blended mocha...
the aroma...the smoothness of the ice mocha....together with the cream..argh..betul-betul ada 'umph'....
i'll crave for it...dunno why....but not often..the last time i drank is when i was in Malacca, more than 2 months already....so i guess it is fine....

just now after class...
i straight away go to queensbay...just to get a big cup of ice- blended mocha from Coffee Bean...
haha....crazy?
but i love to do this kinda things....
the ability of me to do things that i want ( especially impulse) makes me feels 'powerful'...
like i'm in control of my life....
i hate to follow rules...
this cannot, that cannot...
sumtimes i'll purposely break rules or to disagree with others,
(its a psychology thing)
all because i like the feeling of..i'm in control...haha
but of course..i wont break big rules...cause i dun take risk...
so i never get into 'big' trouble because of my 'habit'...

some will say this is a rebelious action, mostly teenagers will act like that...
to gain attention...
to me...
partially its like that....
haha... perharps most of us ( the only child in our family )...
will get all the attention at home, so when we go out, we tend to do things to attract attention from others...
( wern agrees with me on that)
i'll try to minimize that....

and like that i spent rm 15.35 for the big cup and rm 1 for parking...and also the fuel...


but the satisfaction...priceless....



*finished it when i reached home...drinking while driving....and it ended with a *burp...

and when i reached home...i rushed to the toilet with the speed of light...
and blasted the toilet...

hahahahahaha......i'm very satisfied...

dont know next time what kinda exreme ( impulse) things i'll do....hmmm...


p/s: hate it when my name is spelled wrongly on the cup....huh.. (>.<')

2 comments:

闇X7 said...

Be yourself. Whenever action you choose, there is gain and pain, that's why, no pain no gain. :)

pingping said...

Talking about teenage...

Dear, we're no longer "Teen"age lo... The word "teen" no longer exist behind the number of our age... Haha, soon will be called "Aunty"...

HeHeHe!!!

To pamper urself after a crazy week is completely alright! Haha!

This week is really crazy, next week worse, exam month worst!

So what's the big deal of pampering yourself?