祝我生日快乐

~谢谢你们陪我度过我的23岁生日~






谢谢你们这些年来都一直在我身边陪我一起长大





陪我熬过伤心的时刻




在我最需脆弱的时候 把肩膀借给我






永远都会站在我那边 支持我





做我的 24/7 不打烊 的加油站





再忙再累也会抽出宝贵的时间给我



真心的把我当好朋友 好姐妹




忍受我的 脾气 还有 一直在我身边照顾我




在快要闷死的时候配合我讲一大堆的废话





不管多久没见 还是会互相关心

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~~感谢上帝派了你们这班 天使 到我身边~~

Sunshine after the rain

On this ~*Beautiful Morning*~,
I was greeted with this


Captured when I was on my way to work~~~~


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~我的胡言乱语~


再过几天就 **23** 岁了...(T.T)...

23

这个number有点可怕
它让我亲身体验到
~岁月不留人~
这五个跟它一样可怕的字

想想过去的23年 我做了些什么？
23岁了的我又该做些什么？
hmmmm......
除了赚很多很多钱还是赚很多很多钱吧？ 哈哈。。(^o^)

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怀疑自己是否真的 长大了
如果真的长大了
那为什么 还是不懂 该怎么处理 那些 小事情呢？
是想太多了吗?
咳。。。。。
到底我 该怎么办~~~~~~

~烂苹果~

帮烂苹果 make-up ~~~~

看起来年轻了好几天吧？哈哈~~~(>.O)

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+++很想要有Memoryshop+++

冥冥中的安排。。。我不懂，我不要

最近真的发生了太多太多的事
多到让我措手不及
不懂该如何面对
只知道 不管发生 再多的事 日子还是要过
为了自己 为了身边的人
不管多难 也要很努力的 开开心心 去过每一天
努力的逼自己不要去想过去的事

不想要面对的 或 不懂该如何面对的 就不要去面对

时间虽然不能倒退。。。

但是时间。。。

会教会我如何去面对

会让我忘了我不想记得 的一切一切

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我还有很长的路要走
不能停留 在这一站 太久
在这里 开心的 伤心的 我都不想要带走
我什么 都不要

只带着 一个新的自己 勇敢的往下一站

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难熬的，会经过的。。。

I'm DOOMED!

I really hate my job!
And the hatred grows day by day,
till now i started to feel irritated, annoyed and frustrated! @_@

I dont know whether should I hang on, take it as a challenge, as a traning to train myself to be a more detail and careful person or just quit, and admit that the job is really not suitable for me?
and i HATE the job anyway.

Shall I stay until I found myself a new job or just go straight to my manager tomorrow and tell her i'm going to quit soon and you better start to look for a replacement before I leave, and I might leave anytime.(aka end of the month)

?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

arghhh...i cant say that now is the worst period of my life but it manages to climb into the TOP 10 List of The Suckest Period Of My Life.

Fed up

There are lots of things that we've done in our life that I dont know why i did it,
I just know that i wanted to do it.
Until someone told me only i realize that i'm actually a trial and error person.
Keep on searching for the thing that i really want.

And like other living things on Earth, when I put lots of effort on one thing and doesnt get the expected result, i diverge, to do other stuffs. That someone also told me that this happens cause I'm fed-up with the thing i was doing, cause it was out of my control, and i fed-up when i cant get the results that i want or figure out whats going wrong with it.

That really opens up my mind. I found out that i'm easily fed-up. But i never give up looking for the things that I can control and able find achievement and self-satisfaction from it.

There are lots of things that is out of our control, but the choice is ours, whether to do something which is in our control or make changes to the out-of-control things to make it in control. Of course the latter will be tougher but the satisfaction when you succeed surpasses all the hard work you've put in before.

Hope that I'm able to hang on, and make the right choice. (>.o)

Pantai Keracut

I was suppose to go there about erm....7 years ago...but i didnt...
Today i went with my bffs. And it was the greatest day ever in my life!

It was so so fun there, much better than i imagined.
At first i dont feel like going cause i was kinda tired and thinking that there is nothing but beach there....

but but but....

when i reach there i was so so exited!!!!\(^o^)/

the jungle trekking.....*especially teh singalong part with PingPing and FungFung*

the canopy walk.......*expected more from it...but still ok la...managed to take lots of pics*

the mineral water.....*it so sweet* yum yum...

the beach.....nice water...nice sand....*though its so damn hot when we reached there...but when the sun started to come down......i fell in love with it~~~

the baby turtles.....*super duper cute baby turtles...it was the 1st time in my life that i touch a baby turtle.....tat will b d climax of the day...(>.0)

the sunset......* when the sun is the closest to the sea line...its reddish orange...its d most beautiful sun i've even seen....and its reflection on d sea water was mesmerising....

the boat ride....*a great fast ride on d boat....from the boat we can see deep green sea waters together with the forest (Taman Negara)....i was totally in love with the nature...and those rocks which mimics a turtle and also a croccodile were so amazing...

It makes me feel like we were in Kuching again.
Though some cant make it on this trip, but i really really wish that one day we can all go together again.
Its really a place that i'll go again and again and again.
Thank God for such a nice place on the land that i was borned in.
And thank to all my friends for goin there with me...really really hope that this will not be our last trip.

I've started to miss all the sweet times that we share together within the 3 years.
After tomorrow's dinner, not sure when will we gather again...
Anyway, no matter where everyone's heading we'll never forget each other and may our friendsip last until the day we die.