tzu zhi

i'd join the activities since i entered uni...
i like it as a association which main objective is to do charity, to serve the community by the teachings of Buddhism...
i like the charity part, and also the teachings...i mean those part which they tell you how important is to treat your parents good, 'xiao dao' and also to be kind..and etc..

but untill now also i cant be commited to Tzu Zhi is because of the...Buddhism..
its not tat i hate Buddhism...
when i fill the religion column also i'll put Buddhist..
*just to avoid problems and questions though...
i'm not the type of person who will believe in God...
though i really hope that God is up there...
then i'll hv hope, that might turn to reality, my prayers will not fall on deaf ears,
but,
untill now i still believe that the exsistence of God,
is to give human hope, support, to keep on struglling to survive even in the hardest time,
i like the teachings in Buddhism...
i mean it teaches me to be good, and i like the stories too,
but...
just then when they keep on praying, sing Buddhism songs..
its quite difficult for me to do that,
very hard to adapt,
so maybe it is not suitable for me...

or i cant put off my inner self,
to join them?

i'm not sure..
but still, i'll join the recyling activities, and others...
but for the talks or meetings..sorry..