disappointed

i was thrilled when cseong told me that airasia offers free and no fuel charge tickets...
so happy..
thinking that ...
alas!i have a chance to sit on a airplane....
traveling with them must be very fun...


but just now...i fell from heaven to hell...
it doesnt hurt my ass...
just that my chest...felt so pain...
like it was crashed by a big rock...fell from the sky...

i cant find myself a partner...
6 guys confirmed to go...
i'm the only gal...
to me...
its not nice....
especially when people know that a girl traveling with 6 guys...
i dont want to have a bad image...
and the most important is....
i dont want my family to worry...

so i just booked for them...
i was thinking like i can still wait until tomorrow only i book my ticket...
if i found a partner....
but just now when i went to check again...

no free flights d....

so sad...
feel like wanna cry....
cannot go d lo...

told mummy bout this...
she said i should have booked the ticket 1st...

haiz...
but now say what also is useless d lo...

my dream...GONE!....

i really really wanted so badly to go...

now a can just watch them go....

enjoy guys....