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i seldom chat with Mel
he always very very very busy
and he is so far away from me
we started talking, chatting on msn since his mom entered hospital a few years ago
and he gv me his msn and Gracie's(his pet dog) blog add..
wonder how is she now...
chatted with him again just now...
currently still chatting but he's replying me slow
maybe he's busy..
is his working time now..
after knowing him for 21 years only i realize tat...
he is so damn good in tennis
i mean like professional level
and he was the national player for singapore
(he studied there when he was very very very young)
he is still young now...
and he is still playing it now..
still very active...
and he used to be a tennis coach..
a pro 1..
just now he gv me his tennis blog add
which he advertises his tennis lessons
the pictures there really amazed me...
wonder who took this picture...so pro..like cacat a bit..but still very pro lo...Makes me feel like wanna play too...
maybe one day i can play with him le..hehe..By the way, Melvin is...
uncle of mine...hehe..
i was thrilled when cseong told me that airasia offers free and no fuel charge tickets...
so happy..
thinking that ...
alas!i have a chance to sit on a airplane....
traveling with them must be very fun...
but just now...i fell from heaven to hell...
it doesnt hurt my ass...
just that my chest...felt so pain...
like it was crashed by a big rock...fell from the sky...
i cant find myself a partner...
6 guys confirmed to go...
i'm the only gal...
to me...
its not nice....
especially when people know that a girl traveling with 6 guys...
i dont want to have a bad image...
and the most important is....
i dont want my family to worry...
so i just booked for them...
i was thinking like i can still wait until tomorrow only i book my ticket...
if i found a partner....
but just now when i went to check again...
no free flights d....
so sad...
feel like wanna cry....
cannot go d lo...
told mummy bout this...
she said i should have booked the ticket 1st...
haiz...
but now say what also is useless d lo...
my dream...GONE!....
i really really wanted so badly to go...
now a can just watch them go....
enjoy guys....
now is around 6am...
i dint sleep for the whole night,...
yesterday i slept about the same time too...
and woke up at about 10 sumthing...
i thought that by sleeping less than 6 hours a day...
today i can sleep better ....
but still...
even worse than yesterday....
some more later got exam at 9am...
SHE 101...
hate it when i cant sleep...
hate it so much...
my heart beats fast...
keep on telling myself to sleep..
dun think of anything...
but still..
lots of things in the mind...
cant relax....
very tense like tat...
luckily the paper is just going to be for one hour...
and not a hard paper...
this had been the 3rd/4th sleepless night i have during this exam period...
stress?
i dunno....
i just know that i hate it!
goin to sit for MAT 263 exam tomorrow; 2:15pm
usually, at this point i'll be very nervous,
cause still got a lot of things to make sure,
study, revise,
but now...
i'm not...
dun feel like wanna rush....
(i guess i will tomorrow)
want myself to be relax a bit...
dont want wat happened during the MAT 263 Test 2...a few weeks ago...
happen again...
stomach muscle cramp all together...
neck muscle pain untill i cant bent my neck...
(*dey said is blood pressure too high wor, i'll go to check my blood pressure)
den lost after i finished the test....
sleepless nights...
too stressed....
not this time cos the exam is going to be 3 hours long...
despite cracking my head to solve the questions...
i dont want to suffer from muscles pain for 3 hours...
so i really need to relax...
i was quite relax yesterday...so i manage to sleep within an hour after i jumped on the bed...very good..
i need to have a full control over my body,
first i hv to tell it what to do,
as our mind has the greatest power,
i deeply believe in that,
relax...relax...everything will be ok...
keep it up! hope tat can sleep early today and wake up early tomorrow....yea^o^ !