i'm in control

i'd put it down
i'd deleted everything we shared

its now a new me n him
those stories are not us
those are just stories of others

maybe i still dun hv new stories to write
so i used to read the old stories
but not now
cause i'd decided to write a new story
with new characters
which i'll be in control of the contents
very hard, almost impossible
but i'm trying hard too

hope tat i'll end every chapers, happy.

1st day of 2nd sem second year

wah....wah....wah...
so fast
second year
second sem already

just so so fast...
still remember the 1st day when i stepped into USM as an undergraduate

and now..

not used to it a little..

some of them will ask for cseong, tfung n wping
wping also will ask for the direction to her class from me
its quite weird
since we are so close together now
and studied together in most of the classes that we attended before

now only left
2 or 3 classes which we will attend together

but life goes on

today...
hmm..
went early to school then only found out that there is nothing else to do
then went to LSP 402, my english class, had a hard time to search for the class
and quite disappointed with the lecturer
don't know whether it is good or bad

then after busying with all the stuffs
we went to qbay
yong jc skuo n pkei
we went to eat at Kim Gary
then we were late for the movie
Transporter 3
very very good actions

but
after the movie only we realize that
yong lost his hp
haiz..
makes me feel a bit sad
cause i'd gone through it too
and got to know that he had very precious videos and photos in it

talked to him lots of things
just for him to feel better
cause i know
when we lost something precious
we will start to blame ourself
for being careless
and start to think
'if i check my pocket...
'if i stay at home...
bla bla bla...

we know that we shouldn't do that
cause it wont bring any good
we are old enough to know all the theories
but we just cant avoid doing it

tried my best to tell him
hope that he can get over it

and hope that the one who took the phone will return it to him and also wont misuse the contents in the phone.

not a good start this sem.

lost and found

found a new job
as a part-time teacher in Vital Years - English Literacy Centre for children age 2-10

i love the job
i love the children even more

though the pay is just a little
but spending my time with those little angels are so fun
and i miss them so much when i go home
thinking of their faces, their voice...haha

suddenly think that..
if i hadn't lose the job at queensbay...
i might wont get this job...

this morning my car battery was down...
i dunno why i switch on the front light caused the last time i drive my car was yesterday when i went to work...8am and came back at 12pm...
the sun was so bright..
i din even notice that i left the front light on..

until this morning when i want to go to work then only i realize it...
for 1 second i was thinking not going to work...
but suddenly the faces of the children appeared on my mind...one by one...

then i told myself, no matter what i hv to go...
so i walked to my grams house and drove my aunts car there...

and now daddy and his friends are helping me to charge my car battery...
haha...so pai seh...
this is already the 3rd time they help me to do that...

and the 5th time this happened to me...
pathetic

economy crisis

Scarce is Money

Surplus is Time

As the shares go down crime rate goes up

Christmas , New Year, Chinese New Year

Sales, Sales, Sales

But still i cant afford

Those that i can afford

i don't like

haiz....

just remember

dun get yourself robbed

and dun rob yourself.