busy...

JULY..really is a busy month..with my bday..then with the school's activities..apartment stay, interation night, work on weekends, SHE and also the tutorials which started on th 3rd week...and etc...
luckily..i can put that "case"..out of my window 'for now'..i need to face her again when my pay cheque arrives...pray hard for that..i guess will ask ching to go with me...hehe...thanks lotz dear..

wanted to update my bday photos, apartment stay photos, nad interaction night photos..but too busy for it..or ahem..*too lazy for it..i guess i'll find a time when i really hv a mood for it....then i'll do it...yeah..sure...its my 21st bday...and also th interaction night might be the last time me , ping n hansen to be hosting 2gether..

recently of course, i'm keen and determined to do what i told myself to do before the sem start, that is to not miss those important class, and do all the tutorials..as many as possible...
but really dun like it when the say.."wah, recently very hardworking hor, do all the tutorials" that makes me very pai seh...and very pressure also..scared that i cant maintain it...

tough i'd done the questions still i dun dare to show others my answers, feels that my answer might be wrong, haiz...dunno why like that..lack of confidence maybe....
just by sitting beside them makes me feel the pressure...
tats why i'm more comfortable to sit alone or beside others...
i really dunno how to explain to them also...
but i really love them...really...
hope that i can get over this soon...

i'm not sure that whether it is right or wrong that i promised Christine to work on certain days..
just afraid that i wont hv enough time to do revision for the tests..
need to plan well.if not later 'ppk' her..or i dun hv enough time to do revision...things will get ugly
hope that on the 1st test i can see my improvement..and my hard work pays off a little...

and i'm goin to malacca on th 8th Aug together with ping...hope tat we'll hv great fun 2gether..sure we will..pray that i'll be coming back in 1 piece...


continue my hard work...!

work

before i start to work, after last sem exam i hva bed feeling about my work, due to the scale of the business and the people there, after i started to work there things turn out to be better than i expected and i'd also gain a few good friends there, and of course a small situation happened.
After this sem start, i started to work part-time with TRENONE, with MK and HH, when i decided to work there i was very good and close with MK but when i started to work there oour relationship wasnt like before, we dun talk much like we used to, so i feel weird each time we are together, and about theirs and mine working attitudes, and now about HH case, i feel so tired.
Should i quit? Maybe i'll just work untill end of the month? or end of the week? I really feel tired not with the work but with the people there.
But i do really take them as my best friends, i'm really confused. If i quit will i hv to face financial problems?or maybe i just need to spend less or find another job.
Need to decide fast. I'll see how when i go to work tomorrow.
Hope that it will be smooth.

人间有爱

This morning, the 2nd time i join the Tzu Zhi recycling activities.
Of course when people ask whats your purpose of doing this, most of us will say...
to save our mother earth and to play our part as a human being, being responsible/doing something for the society...
or to help to collect money for kidney dialysis centre..

hmm..to me its beside the above reasons...one of the main purpose of me joining is to see LOVE..
i can see LOVE..
not just in me and my fellow volunteers but also to the residents who gv us their old newspapers, bottles, clothes and other recycle able items...
we can see that they really hv the passion to help others...
and they never doubt that we might con them...
and the most touching part is seeing the folks(around 70-80 years old)...
gathering all the recycle able items for months just for us..
i can imagine everyday..bit by bit...they collect..and patiently wait for us to collect from them...
they are not just helping those in need that they dint even know...
but they are also showing their love to them...

thats the thing that really touches me...

for that i pray/wish for their health and happiness ...