i want to fly...

i love travel...

really really love travelling...

though i'd been to a few places...

but the trip to malacca is the only trip that makes me feel that i'm 'travelling'...

the others..hmm Genting is not counted...

maybe Singapore is quit ok also..

Hyattyai a bit disappointed...

i wish that i can to go to travel with my friends...

go by ourself..

book our own air tickets...

hotel..

search for foods..

tourist spots...

not with the tour...

which will makes me feel like goin to a school trip...

if i'm goin oversea...

the first place i want to go is Hong Kong...

i've been watching Hong Kong movies n series since i was born..

really want to know how would i feel when i'm there..

will that place makes me feel like a foreigner or

will make me feel like i'd been there for a hundred times...

haha....

and also to go shopping and eat..

yea...

then when i found my soulmate...

i'll go to europe with him..

Paris, Vennice, Italy, Spain..etc...

those kinda romantic places...

very artistic and interesting culture...

and of course to see all the high end brands there..haha

well..i'd dream enough..

now get back to study my MAT 263...

test tomorrow...

jiayou..

finished half

the second half of this semester had begun,
my performance so far, not as good as what i'd expected,
really need to put more time on my studies,
feel that dont want to work that much since i'm teaching a new tuition,
but quite hard to tell Christ cos i noe she really need manpower,
when i needed her help, she helped me,
now i really hope that i can do my best to help her,
i'll try my best.

work.
the whole thing about Christine and Cedrick really..haiz..
i know that Cedrick is just joking when he told me about betraying them by working with his enemy,
they all pakat to brain-wash her permanent to leave her, so that o one will help her,
it is just their childish act,
i know that i shouldn't bother about that,
but whenever i talk to both of them i tend to tell them whats happening at the other party,
a bit,
but i have no mean in adding their hatred towards each other,
i just dunno why i voice it out,
and i always try to pull back when i know they stat to get angry with each other,
promised myself not to talk about them in front of anyone d,
to avoid problems.

study.
hmm..started to get lazy,
have to push,
but 251 really is making me crazy, a bit blur...
hope that this friday 263 test will be better,
i really want an improvement,
not dare to tell,
but really,
i also want to feel, the feeling of my name printed on The List with them..
jia you...gambateh...

i'm back!

i'm back from malacca d..
in one piece..thanks
it was a very nice an interesting trip...
not only can see malacca, feel malacca but also live like a malaccan,
thanks to Ping and her family for letting me stay in their house for 3 days and 2 nights...
and also i send my greatest gratitude to Ping for bringing me to the best places in malacca..
and eat with me all those delicacies that i ate untill
felt like exploding...

i'll write more about my malacca trip when i got d pics from Ping...

recently feels tat i got left out a lot in my studies...
still i need to work this weekend...
hmm..
really need to work hard d...
if not all my hard work for all these years will be gone...

seeing all those set ups for convocation
made me thought of the time when i was in f4...
i was siting on the bench in the canteen..
with the girls..
forgotten if they were 'ching, psee, yy, or hling'
that day was the day when the
graduated students came back to take their spm result..
i told my friends,
another 2 years it will be our chance,
we will be the one in the hall,

then when tat day came,
really it is just like a split second,
i recall what i said,
just like today,
i was thinking,
now is mei's, ryan's and corinthian's turn,
next 2 years, it will be my turn...

i'll cherish every second i spend in uni,
and i hope that everything will go smooth,
and i will also graduate smoothly,
as well as my friends.

few words before going...

i'm now in lab3..

school of mathematical sciences...

university of science malaysia...

plan to do my MSG 285 late with my friends....

and go to malacca tonight...

thanks to aunty dropping me by...

suddenly feels that i'm very grateful to have aunty and ah ma in my life,

since the day i was born,

they gv everything to me,

and never ask anything from me back,

and i know they love me very very much,

i love them too,

but i hope that i can do something for them,

like what they did to me,

i'll never forget their love, sacrifices and concerns about me,

ah ma really took care of me when i was sick,

and my parents...haiz...

i can still remember how she massaged my tummy for me,

makes me feel pampered...

so i really hv to study hard...

after i finish my study...

when i start to work....

i'll do my best to satisfy their needs,

the 1st thing i want to do is to bring ah ma for a vacation...

before she is too tired for that...

then also to always go out with aunty,

haha...when i 12 get out from the car just now..

she kept on asking whether i bring enough money or not..

i know if i ask from her she'll give...

but...

i don't 1 to spend her hard earn money for my 'entertainment'..

thanks aunty...

i love you..

goin to malacca this time with by a night bus,

quite dangerous,

i din't know that ping will buy a night ticket,

makes me, mummy and aunty worry a little,

as i'm the only 1 in my family,

the only hope of the family,

if anything happens to me,

it wont affect me,

cos i aint goin to feel anything,

just that those who are still livings,

they lose hope, and people to take care of them,

so just pray for this journey will be a safe 1,

everything will be fine,

please...

my family needs me...

thanks..

pai mia- hard life

wah...wu wu wu.... the cpt 112 test is so damn hard...
so much harder than pass years...
yerrrr....
bully people eh....
hate tat 'aaron kwok'....
bawa 'sui'...

haiz....nvm d lo...
wat over is over d...
we shall look forward..yea and what a surprise...
i need to finish my MSG285 assignment...
and also my MAT251 quiz and test are coming...
i i dunno a bit about it...
the only good news is i'm goin to malacca tomorrow night...
and the bad news is...
i wont have enough time to study and also do my assignment...
woohooo...

CONGRATULATIONS VON...!

i feel like hitting the jackpot for the 1st time this sem...
i should feel happy...!


p.s : itu lecturer betul-betul tak takut orang mia mak mia anak boleh TL mia lo...*&%!@#$%^^%$#..cis...

ouch..!!

Finally..! i managed to wake up early and go to jogging this morning..
which i'd plan to do for a very very long time d...
but very pity...
i hurt my leg..
because of the new sport shoe i bought for mummy during mother's day...
argh...spoiled my beautiful morning..
the whole day actually...cos it is still aching now..
hmm..
heal faster la...
i wanna go to malacca d..
by then i wanna go to eat all the delicacies there and also see all the beautiful architechture there..
haha...'Bandar Bersejarah'
here i come...

wu...wu..wuu...
never tought that i'd spent tat mouch last month..
my credit card bills realy scared me...
need to plan well
on how to pay back d..
spend less..spend wise...
work more...

and hope tat i can make it on tomorrow's test...
jiayou..!:p

tzu zhi

i'd join the activities since i entered uni...
i like it as a association which main objective is to do charity, to serve the community by the teachings of Buddhism...
i like the charity part, and also the teachings...i mean those part which they tell you how important is to treat your parents good, 'xiao dao' and also to be kind..and etc..

but untill now also i cant be commited to Tzu Zhi is because of the...Buddhism..
its not tat i hate Buddhism...
when i fill the religion column also i'll put Buddhist..
*just to avoid problems and questions though...
i'm not the type of person who will believe in God...
though i really hope that God is up there...
then i'll hv hope, that might turn to reality, my prayers will not fall on deaf ears,
but,
untill now i still believe that the exsistence of God,
is to give human hope, support, to keep on struglling to survive even in the hardest time,
i like the teachings in Buddhism...
i mean it teaches me to be good, and i like the stories too,
but...
just then when they keep on praying, sing Buddhism songs..
its quite difficult for me to do that,
very hard to adapt,
so maybe it is not suitable for me...

or i cant put off my inner self,
to join them?

i'm not sure..
but still, i'll join the recyling activities, and others...
but for the talks or meetings..sorry..

thanks !!!

thanks to all my gang in usm....
to who had made my 21st bday one of my happiest bday in my entire life...
really having all of you by my side is the best birthday present d...
your supports, concerns, helps and etc...
really love all of you...
muacks....
and also will cherish these 2 years..
precious time which will be spent with all of u...
love u love u love u.....

miss darling....!

never miss him like this before....when he was here...
he'll call me...
whenever i thought of him...
i'll sure receive his call on that night or the other night...
but now...
when i call him also he wont answer my call, sms also late reply...this morning eh sms untill now also no reply...
haiz....
really miss 'him'...
but i already expected this ma...
b4 he go there i already expect to receive fewer calls from him....
but i never thought tat the condition will be like this lo...
haiz...
i know that he is busy....
so...
i'm forgotten...i'd been put aside...
pity me...
really miss your voice darling....
thought that with that card u'll remember me longer...
hikhik...
pai mia lo....