~VonderLand~

Bye Bye 2010 ~ 2011 is going to be a much much better year

2011-01-09T21:47:00.003+08:00

Lots of things happened last year, which caused a great impact on my life.

I've graduated with a degree, though my result was totally out of what I've hoped for when I first step into USM, but within these 3 years i gained more than just a degree and glad that I've made it, I've made my family proud.

I was granted a short yet meaningful relationship, just a few months before I graduate. Although the relationship was harsh and just lasted for a few months, but I' m really glad that I have that 'few months', which I can kept as one of the best memories I have in my life. The relationsh hashat taught me to cherish every second and everyone in my life even more than I used to. Especially those who were at my side, wiping my tears during my heartbreak, they will always the person i love the most. Anyway, wish that both of us had learnt one way or another from this relationship and may we find our own happiness from that point onwards.

After graduation, found myself hard to fit in the so called , high-pay & stable factory job. Took this job caused Mummy wanted me too. I tried but failed. So, I followed my dream, and became an event executive. The job is harder than I taught, and even worse I felt like a baby in this industry or even the working world. Its very very challenging for me, but I wont give up my dream. I will learn as many as possible and excel in this field. (^.^)

Financially, I'm always me. The more I earn , the more I spend, and the more the things I wanna buy. Gosh! Thinking bout $$$ everyday.

RESOLUTION :

1. To get salary increment

2. To be able to save at least RM500/month

3. To own a iphone4

4. To visit HK/Macau/Taiwan or anywhere i like

5. To treat everyone/behave better aka *dont be so arrogant ( argh....really need help on that)

不简单的人

2010-11-10T19:45:00.004+08:00

从来没想过身边会有不简单的人

但一开始做这份工过后就遇到所谓的 ‘不简单的人’

那些人每一个都有‘绝世武功’

一个比一个强一个比一个geng

比较常看到的就是那种踩着别人肩膀上的人

私底下跟你笑笑说什么 'Good job' ，还一直谢谢你

等到meeting的时候就在众人面前批评你show他自己有多厉害.....*clap*clap*

另外一种是我觉得最可怕但同时也觉得最好玩的

就是玩心里战的人

那些人很聪明很会讲话他的嘴巴最是他最强的武器

这种人会让你觉得他很看重你很欣赏你

不管你要做什么他都回支持你

不管你要什么都会给你

（当然他会讲的很好听 ‘只要你努力，我觉得是时候，我就会给你’。。。哈哈）

他永远会站在你那边

他的目的就是要让你相信他觉得

他是懂得欣赏/appreciate你的人

而其他人都是坏人！

慢慢的你会为他卖命乖乖的听他的话

然后你就是他手下的一个‘棋子’了，任由他摆布

这种人，

败就败在他们以为他们很聪明。。忘了天外还有天 (>.O)

I've followed my dream~

2010-10-14T09:27:00.005+08:00

不懂自己是否做了对的选择

坚持自己的梦想是对还是错呢？

因该坚持下去还是放弃

Got a life to live

2010-08-14T00:25:00.002+08:00

No matter who we are or where we belong,

we have a role to play.

We got a life to live, and non of them are the same.

Highlights of the extremely fun Cameron Trip!

2010-08-12T19:03:00.009+08:00

If you were to ask anyone who had been to Cameron Highlands hows their trip, I guess most of them will say; nice weather, beautiful scenery and fresh vegetables, thats all, cause there are nothing much to do there.^^

That was what I was told before I went there with my friends.

Our trip: AWESOME!

I googled a few NOT TO MISS places there before we go and briefly planned our 2days 1 night trip.

And wherever we go, we hunt for FOOD. (>.<)

Our first stop, I think is somewhere near the foot of Cameron Highland. There, we tasted our very first strawberry ice made of real

strawberry juice. Its JUICY~~

We touched down at our rented hotel apartment Country Lodge. We were surprised cause the 2 bedrooms

apartment we rented was so spacious.

Its kinda old and don't actually have proper locks.

Half of the living room and the

kitchen.

The night view from the balcony. We can see the whole Brinchang from the balcony. (^o^)

We had charcoal steamboat for lunch. RM18/person all you can eat.

Lots of fresh organic vegetables + not so fresh fish.

It was very

crowded when we went there, caused it was Singapore's Independence Day and also weekend, the small little town was filled with

tourists all over places.

All public transportations were occupied and the street were packed with busy vehicles.

Their taxi is cheap RM6-10/cab from Brinchang to T

anah Rata.

But still we cant get any. (=.='')

On the first day we had a walk around the town.

Multicrops Central Market + Pasar

Malam.

Strawberry mustard tart + Strawberry jam tart

Strawberry filled cookies

Strawberry cheese tart ( wonder if they are out of cheese)

Evening market:

Raw Honey

We went to the Strawberry Moment dessert cafe. A place that is on the top of Must Visit Places in this trip. They served very very beautiful strawberry desserts, heard that they have their own strawberry farm. Here are what we ordered.

Ice-cream with marshmallows

Chocolate banana strawberry cake

Strawberry pancake (^o^)

Strawberry strudel

Other desserts

lettuce??

GCB

2010-07-24T18:10:00.009+08:00

Tried this new burger last Tuesday with KLeong and Carmen.

I asked KokLeonng to help me to buy for me as he'll reach there 1st.

I was shocked when he told me its RM12 for this set! ~(O.O)~

It is claimed to have the whole chicken thigh sandwiched in between the sesame sprinkled bread.

Dunked in pepper sauce after its grilled.

*cant get the right orientation for this pic..(=.=)'''

Its worth the try but not the price.

Still think Zinger Burger is better, so much better.

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~~我的胡言乱语~~

曾经以为人心说变就变后来发现是真的

除了自己亲身体验到之外

还从朋友身上看的清清楚楚

两个多月前才跟我说放不下一个他喜欢了很久的人

几天前突然又跟我说他有了新的

刚认识几个月非常有默契说是互相相爱

但是他觉得很害怕因为他们之间有个很大的问题

不过从他的声音里我听得出开心和希望

今天听到他在电话里哭到很惨

说对方要跟他分手了

他不懂为什么

我也不懂该跟他说什么

如果是以前的我

我一定会跟他说一大堆有的没的

但是现在的我脑海一片空白

傻了几秒过后

说一些能让他平静下来的话

自己心里很清楚那些话根本起不了作用

最后还是让他一个人去面对

真的搞不懂爱情这东西

只觉得它很可怕~~

Breakfast in the heart of the Penang

2010-07-18T19:39:00.006+08:00

Mom is so so crazy about this Lam Mee in Carnavon Street.

Recently, she'll wake me up every Sunday morning, and ask me to go to eat with her.

Its situated beside the old wet market.

A very narrow stall, can only fit in about 3 tables max.

*The stall is right below the green canopy

So while you are eating, you can see people standing; waiting to 'ta pao' and some are looking at you impatiently, praying hard that you'll finish your food faster so that they can take your seat.

But hey..you are in Penang..those waiting for you to leave might not have a smiling face but they wont grin either *cheers* (>.0)

*very simple 'kitchen'

All this while Lum Mee will never make it into the list when I'm choosing my meal.

But this is really something.

*Ordered Maggi noodle, without meat and celery.

See the big big prawns???There were about 5 big prawns in it.

To me, the size of prawns never really matters, the most important thing is the freshness.

And those prawns were so fresh until I can smell ocean when I was chewing them. (^o^)

Maybe because they are freshly delivered every morning, since the wet market is just a few steps away.

The soup tastes superb as well. A must try!

*they even remove the **** from the prawn

Thanks to her:

*while we were eating , this auntie non-stop peeling and cleaning the prawns

*the World Heritage market

As you walk down the market you'll see some tourists strolling along the street.

Nicely furnished guest houses and western cafes mushroomed over there as its the heart of World Heritage Site in Penang.

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Mom bought me a birthday cake last night.

It makes me felt damn guilty cause I went out to have dinner and movie with friends instead.

When I reach home, its already 1am.

And she was sitting right in front of the TV waiting for me to come home.

Gosh! bad girl!

Since it was late, we've decided to cut it the next morning.

Then she told me another thing which makes my heart aches more, she went to 3 shops then only she found this cake, which satisfied her.

Thanks a lot Mom!!!!

For all those pain you went through 23 years ago and now and counting..haha..

I'll try my best to minimize that..thats a promise from your girl! (>.o)

Only 1 question I asked.

Von: "Mi, why dint write my name on the top of the cake?"

Mom: "Oh, I forgotten how to spell your name" (=.=)'''

Yeah, now I can really forgive all those who knew me for quite a long time but still has a hard time spelling my name, cause even my MOM cant remember the 6 letters~~

祝我生日快乐

2010-07-17T10:52:00.008+08:00

~谢谢你们陪我度过我的23岁生日~

谢谢你们这些年来都一直在我身边陪我一起长大

陪我熬过伤心的时刻

在我最需脆弱的时候把肩膀借给我

永远都会站在我那边支持我

做我的 24/7 不打烊的加油站


再忙再累也会抽出宝贵的时间给我

真心的把我当好朋友好姐妹

忍受我的脾气还有一直在我身边照顾我

在快要闷死的时候配合我讲一大堆的废话

不管多久没见还是会互相关心

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~~感谢上帝派了你们这班天使到我身边~~

Sunshine after the rain

2010-07-14T19:37:00.006+08:00

On this ~*Beautiful Morning*~,
I was greeted with this

Captured when I was on my way to work~~~~

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~我的胡言乱语~

再过几天就 **23** 岁了...(T.T)...

23

这个number有点可怕
它让我亲身体验到
~岁月不留人~
这五个跟它一样可怕的字

想想过去的23年我做了些什么？
23岁了的我又该做些什么？
hmmmm......
除了赚很多很多钱还是赚很多很多钱吧？哈哈。。(^o^)

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怀疑自己是否真的长大了
如果真的长大了
那为什么还是不懂该怎么处理那些小事情呢？
是想太多了吗?
咳。。。。。
到底我该怎么办~~~~~~

~烂苹果~

2010-07-11T22:19:00.005+08:00

帮烂苹果 make-up ~~~~

看起来年轻了好几天吧？哈哈~~~(>.O)

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+++很想要有Memoryshop+++

冥冥中的安排。。。我不懂，我不要

2010-07-10T11:28:00.003+08:00

最近真的发生了太多太多的事
多到让我措手不及
不懂该如何面对
只知道不管发生再多的事日子还是要过
为了自己为了身边的人
不管多难也要很努力的开开心心去过每一天
努力的逼自己不要去想过去的事

不想要面对的或不懂该如何面对的就不要去面对

时间虽然不能倒退。。。

但是时间。。。

会教会我如何去面对

会让我忘了我不想记得的一切一切

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我还有很长的路要走
不能停留在这一站太久
在这里开心的伤心的我都不想要带走
我什么都不要

只带着一个新的自己勇敢的往下一站

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难熬的，会经过的。。。

I'm DOOMED!

2010-06-22T20:59:00.002+08:00

I really hate my job!
And the hatred grows day by day,
till now i started to feel irritated, annoyed and frustrated! @_@

I dont know whether should I hang on, take it as a challenge, as a traning to train myself to be a more detail and careful person or just quit, and admit that the job is really not suitable for me?
and i HATE the job anyway.

Shall I stay until I found myself a new job or just go straight to my manager tomorrow and tell her i'm going to quit soon and you better start to look for a replacement before I leave, and I might leave anytime.(aka end of the month)

?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

arghhh...i cant say that now is the worst period of my life but it manages to climb into the TOP 10 List of The Suckest Period Of My Life.

Fed up

2010-05-12T09:24:00.004+08:00

There are lots of things that we've done in our life that I dont know why i did it,
I just know that i wanted to do it.
Until someone told me only i realize that i'm actually a trial and error person.
Keep on searching for the thing that i really want.

And like other living things on Earth, when I put lots of effort on one thing and doesnt get the expected result, i diverge, to do other stuffs. That someone also told me that this happens cause I'm fed-up with the thing i was doing, cause it was out of my control, and i fed-up when i cant get the results that i want or figure out whats going wrong with it.

That really opens up my mind. I found out that i'm easily fed-up. But i never give up looking for the things that I can control and able find achievement and self-satisfaction from it.

There are lots of things that is out of our control, but the choice is ours, whether to do something which is in our control or make changes to the out-of-control things to make it in control. Of course the latter will be tougher but the satisfaction when you succeed surpasses all the hard work you've put in before.

Hope that I'm able to hang on, and make the right choice. (>.o)

Pantai Keracut

2010-05-05T23:56:00.002+08:00

I was suppose to go there about erm....7 years ago...but i didnt...
Today i went with my bffs. And it was the greatest day ever in my life!

It was so so fun there, much better than i imagined.
At first i dont feel like going cause i was kinda tired and thinking that there is nothing but beach there....

but but but....

when i reach there i was so so exited!!!!\(^o^)/

the jungle trekking.....*especially teh singalong part with PingPing and FungFung*

the canopy walk.......*expected more from it...but still ok la...managed to take lots of pics*

the mineral water.....*it so sweet* yum yum...

the beach.....nice water...nice sand....*though its so damn hot when we reached there...but when the sun started to come down......i fell in love with it~~~

the baby turtles.....*super duper cute baby turtles...it was the 1st time in my life that i touch a baby turtle.....tat will b d climax of the day...(>.0)

the sunset......* when the sun is the closest to the sea line...its reddish orange...its d most beautiful sun i've even seen....and its reflection on d sea water was mesmerising....

the boat ride....*a great fast ride on d boat....from the boat we can see deep green sea waters together with the forest (Taman Negara)....i was totally in love with the nature...and those rocks which mimics a turtle and also a croccodile were so amazing...

It makes me feel like we were in Kuching again.
Though some cant make it on this trip, but i really really wish that one day we can all go together again.
Its really a place that i'll go again and again and again.
Thank God for such a nice place on the land that i was borned in.
And thank to all my friends for goin there with me...really really hope that this will not be our last trip.

I've started to miss all the sweet times that we share together within the 3 years.
After tomorrow's dinner, not sure when will we gather again...
Anyway, no matter where everyone's heading we'll never forget each other and may our friendsip last until the day we die.

Cactus from YJ

2010-04-18T14:08:00.004+08:00

Great thanks to YiJing for giving us the cute mini cactus

Specially delivered from Cameron Highland, Pahang.

That reminds me of the cactus he gv me when he went to Cameron last year.

Dint manage to survive more than a month ...(T.T)...

Will take good care of it this time...i promise...(>.o)....

To show that i really appreciate every gift given to me...haha...L(^.^)/

*Help you to take care for 1 day la.....^^333

Lucky

2010-04-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

Some say that i'm very lucky....

I wonder why do they call this lucky instead of something else...

But i kinda like this song....

~~Lucky~~

(J.Mraz)Do you hear me,

I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

(C.Caillat)Boy i hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh

They don't know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss

I'll wait for you I promise you, I will~~~

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home again

(J.Mraz)And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music fill the air

I'll put a flower in your hair

(C.Caillat)Though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you're al i see

As the world keeps spinning round

You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where i have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

Morning Glory

2010-04-06T11:37:00.004+08:00

今天早上妈咪花了15分钟叫我起床。。。。

真的不想起来。。。。不过昨晚已经答应要陪她去了。。。

如果爬不起来的活，我因该会死在床上吧。。。(=.=)'''

所以最后还是乖乖的下床。。。。出发咯！！！(^o^)

已经很久没来了，不过还好我还有能力一步一步地爬上去。。。

当我到了这里的时候。。。。。

我开始觉得自己。。。好棒噢！！！！！

i'm so proud of myself。。。哈哈

又再一次深深的爱上我自己了。。。\(>.<)/

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一到那边就遇到，一群韩国人在那边飙韩语。。。其中一位ajima还真像教过我韩文的‘金sinsei'呢。。。偷拍了他们。。。

都上到来这里了，今天的sit-up就在这里做吧。。。

咳。。。只做了20下。。。那个stainless-steel strips 弄到我的背好疼....(T.T)..

都不懂为什么爸爸还能每个weekend来这里练身体。。。大该是他的皮比较厚吧。。。哈哈哈...(^o^)...

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请注意：

这位Auntie......

对！就是她。。。。去爬山。。。

1。穿长袖衣

2。戴帽子

3. 撑伞

4。脸上还擦了她可爱的女儿的SPF 50 sunblock

memang "AUNTIE LILIN"....(=.=)'''''

Cant get it out of my head!

2010-04-04T18:59:00.004+08:00

Have been thinking a lot about my new love lately....oh...my love

Set a target for myself.........it has to be mine by my this year's bday.....a present from me to myself.......

i love you so so much I..........

and i know u love me as much ~~~\(^o^)/~~~~

just that that evil Mr.M is seperating me and you who were meant to be together

oh, how cruel is he!

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无聊

2010-03-28T13:50:00.004+08:00

。

。。。

外遇

2010-03-19T13:48:00.001+08:00

刚刚载外婆去换dressing，
因为没有停车位，所以我就在车里等她。。。
一边听着电台一边等。。。
今天，电台来了一个性爱专家，
听她的声音好像也有五十多岁了吧
她说她是爱情专家，家庭幸福专家，
可是她也会有这方面的问题。。。

她在节目里，除了宣传自己的书和seminars之外，
她也给了写信给她的听众一些建议，
教她们如何去面对生活上的问题，
大多数都是家庭闹剧。。。

其中有一位说她知道他老公有外遇，而且对象不止一个（算是偷吃的那种吧。。）
她不懂该如何是好。
那位专家就建议说她跟她老公好好的谈一谈，把问题给解决
勇敢的去面对问题就是挑战，逃避问题就会变成灾难。。。(T.T)
然后，她就给了好多好多的外遇例子。。
她说，外遇早发现（二十，三十，四十岁）好过迟发现。。
如果早发现，还能解决。。
要分开还是要原谅
如果等到七老八十的时候再发现，那就麻烦了
有些死了，外面的小老婆才带着孩子来灵堂。。。

我要说的是，她把外遇说到好像很多人都会遇到的一个问题
难道说它真的是每个男人都会犯的错吗？
可是我身边真的好像也有很多类似的case
例如万万都没想到会对老婆如此不中的‘梁志强’。。。

当他们去花天酒地的是后，他们都把老婆放在哪？
一直在背后支持着他们，帮他们打点家里的一切；他的父母，兄弟姐妹，孩子，还有他。。
当他们的老婆在辛辛苦苦，咬紧牙关，日夜不休的在为他们过这些苦日子的时候，
都在想着自己的老公在外工作辛苦，家里的事就不要烦老公了
哪知道，为了心爱的老公，辛苦了这么久，付出了这么多，
换来的只有‘背叛’。。。
悲哀。

我在想，如果有一天我老公或男朋友搞外遇，
我会怎样。。。崩溃？？哈哈。。。。
我觉得我因该会接受这残酷的现实的吧。。。

男人啊。。。为什么你们会这么没良心呢？难道你们的爱就只有如此而已吗？
女人啊。。。为什么要这么自私去伤害别的女人呢？难道你不会觉得羞耻吗？

Choices

2010-03-09T22:06:00.003+08:00

There are some points in life when we need to make some very important choices,

choices that will change our entire life,

choices that we'll never know how we it will turn out to be until we reach certain point in the future,

and at that point, no matter good or bad life moves on....(it might be an end for some)

but when we are at the point when we are forced to make the choice,

a choice that we should never regret as regret is useless since we dont have a time machine,

(arghhhh...i wish i hv one),

thus, this choice is so damn difficult to make.....but still we made it.

Then we just can pray that we've made the right choice n try our best to make it a 'right choice' as well.

In this world, nothing is free, you want something? you gonna earn it.

Earn it? how? by sacrificing sumthing in return for sumthing else of course,

but is the thing that u sacrificed worth the thing that u'll get ?

or its actually more precious? just that u dont realize it until u've lost it.

And the thing that u've got is not really the thing that u really want.

At that time, everything is too late......then it comes regrets,whinings,cryings and bla bla bla..

'i shud hv this, i shud hv that...'

Dilemma, dilemma,dillema.....

Hope that i've made the right choice....

p/s: this is the worst blog i every posted....dun even know what am i writing...(=_=)

三思而后行，不是什么时候都做得到

2010-02-10T22:50:00.003+08:00

我们常常说做东西要三思，不过有时候真的很难，
特别是当我们很兴奋的时候。。。

那时候做的决定，
很有可能很快就会后悔。。。
那时候就已经来不及咯，
就必须要为了自己许过的承诺，
负责任！

不过要当一个负责任的人真的不容易。。要硬着头皮去负责

都怪那时候被兴奋冲昏了头。。。
原来不止爱情会让人盲目，

Adrenaline也会，
真可怕~~~~

Bye Bye Toe

2010-01-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

This is Ah Mah's left foot after her big toe being amputated. She's recovering well since the surgery at 5pm just now, hope that there wont be any infection tonight, a bit worried about that though she looks fine now.

She said it doesnt hurt, and she look at the whole process of the doctor cutting of her toe...and after the doctor fihished his job, he asked my grandmother:

Doctor : Ah Mah, i already removed your toe, you want to keep it or not?
Ah Mah : You want me to keep it to cook soup ar????

The doctor ----> =.=|||

She is really cute sometimes. ^_^

I lost control!!!!!!

2010-01-27T22:05:00.004+08:00

One of my tutorial classes had changed its time due to the students are always sleepy in class ( which was scheduled on mon and thursday 4pm).
Their father discussed with me about the new tutorial time during the monday class, and for this week i hv to teach them on Wed instead of thursday..

Maybe a lot of things happened recently until i totally forgotten about it, even though i've written it down on my diary.
Then around 4:20, the father called and reminded me about the tution, i was shocked until i jumped out of my chair and uttered
"SHIT"......and the father remained silence for 2 sec....
so embarassing....
i feel like wana bury myself within that few minutes...
as a TEACHER how can i SWEAR in front of my student's parent????????????
And i dun even allow my student to swear the same word in front of me..
What i bad image had i given to the parent.
What a bad example i am to my students.

I never lose control of my emotion in front of my customer,
Haiz...really pai seh tao~~~hope the father wont fire me bcos of that....=.=

*******************************************************************************************************

These few weeks really lots of things happened,
Within these 2 months i've been visiting hospital more than i visit shopping malls,
Today my uncle was discharged but my grams was admitted
Haiz...
Everything seems going on the wrong way,
but no matter what, life goes on.
I can see that mummy and auntie are very worried and scared about grams,
I bet she herself too are scared to lose her toe,
For me, maybe i'm too immune to have any feeling or maybe i already locked myself from feeling depressed over this kinda things.

I had enough of worrying and frighthening and sleepless night when i know that i'm goin to hv 2 uncles that will never recover from their sickness and that they might be my largest burden in future.

So I guess I've used up all my quotas when i was 18,19 or 20....
What i know now is saddess wont ease any pain nor make ur new tougher life easier
I've grown to be stronger day by day.

I'll just do what i need to do when i need to do it,
When they are sick i need to take good care of them,
without thinking about anything but just..
hope
hope that they can get well soon..

All this while the only thing that i can do is hope,
Maybe thats the reason why religions exist,
Cause hope is the only thing that keep us moving,
and always hoping for a better tomorrow,
i always tell myself, maybe i'll get a better life when i reach 30's or 40's..
just keep on hoping cause u'll never know how the future shapes itself

Ohhh...i made my life sounds more pathetic than it does... >.<
Huh...better stop here... ^_^

Hope that my ah ma can be as healthy as she used to be in no time

New sem and also last sem starts today!

2009-12-28T01:58:00.006+08:00

Its 2a.m in the morning and i'm still infront of my pc as usual.
Since i just changed a new layout of my blog, i might as well take this chance to write a post.

I love my schedule for this semester, i just hv 6 hours of class a week overall, and no class past 1pm nor on friday sat n sun. wooohooo...!!!(>.0)

I wana make good use of my free time this sem.....to earn lots n lots of $cash$...*kaching kaching kaching*

Hope that i'm able to keep part of it so that i wont be a poor graduate..haha...

I'm going to do my best for this final sem of mine.
In both my studies and also my job as a part-time tutor.

I'm gaining more and more satisfaction as a private tutor.
Besides the better pay compared to other part-time that i can find, its the achievements of the students which makes me proud of myself.
Here i would like to share with you the sms i received after the PMR result was announced:

Auntie Dorris :" June's PMR 5A's, B for KH & BM. D for Chinese. THks 4guiding her in her Math. May God bless U as we rember d birth of d Son of God. Merry Christmas 2u+fmly."

Tze Han : "Halo teacher....Merry christmas....i get 8a.....^^....."

Note: I dint change a bit of the sms that i received.

My another PMR ex-student got 3A's for Math, Geo and Chinese, the rest got B.
These really keeps me going, and makes me wana put more effort on all of my students.
I really love all of them.

So, i wana enjoy this semester, my final semester in University of Science Malaysia by STUDYING hard, WORKING hard, PLAYING hard and of course LOVING all my family n friends even harder....

圆圆的冬至

2009-12-21T23:11:00.004+08:00

明天是冬至， mummy讲要帮外婆煮汤圆，
不要让她老人家这么辛苦
那为什么不去买呢？
mummy又说去外面买很贵，

那好吧，我就帮她戳汤圆，
当我在很用心的戳每一粒汤圆时
突然间，好多的肉松从天而降，好像下雪一样
我辛辛苦苦戳好的汤圆就变成这样了.....(T.T).....

到底为什么既然肉松会从天而降呢？
原因是某一个贪吃鬼，一手拿着肉松另一手拿着盒子
那个贪吃鬼呢想要把盒子收进去桌子上面的cabinet里面
因为那个cabinet很高里面也有很多东西所以她一不小心
就把肉松给到了下来...(=.=)'''

那个贪吃鬼就是这位auntie --->

*有心虚的look

幸好，老天不负有心人，
那些占了肉松的汤圆一掉进去热水里就
肉松归肉松，汤圆归汤圆

不过仔细的看还是看的到一条条细细的肉松在汤里游来游去...

肉松汤圆你没吃过吧？

苦中一点甜

2009-12-19T23:24:00.003+08:00

这两个月我的生活只有两个字能形容 -----〉狼狈
为什么呢？
还能有什么？？
除了没钱还是没钱咯
真悲哀

这两个月我真的差不多连吃饭的钱都没有
真可怜

但是这些都是自己拿来的
没有plan好好，
一心只想要拿这次的假期来好好的休息
毕竟是最后一个大学假期啊
咳。。。这样子嘛害死自己咯

自讨苦吃

然后

怨天尤人

真活该！

咳。。。我下次不敢了！（T_T)

不过像人家说的，上帝关了我的门后会帮我开个窗，不会让我闷死的

让这么可爱又乖巧的我就这样死掉祂的report会写到明年都写不完吧。。。哈哈。。（=_=)'''

所以我感谢上帝给了我很多机会

好让我可以好好的向长辈们行孝

最重要的是让我深深的体会到没钱的幸福还有没钱的享受。

虽然没钱吃饭，不过只要想吃东西，都会有人买或是煮给我吃

虽然laptop坏了，mummy也不要借钱给我买，我还有个非常疼爱我的外婆借钱给我

觉得自己真的很幸福。。。

虽然没什么朋友陪伴，

一个人坐在咖啡厅里，

吃吃东西，喝喝咖啡，

听听经典的圣诞歌曲，看看周围来吃早餐的人，

手里还拿着the star，假装很认真的在看报纸上的每个字

感觉真的很舒服，也很享受

而这份享受不超过RM10哦（^o^)

我讨厌Shopping!

2009-09-24T16:55:00.002+08:00

不相信???

真的....

最近去shopping mall几乎都没买到什么东西...

第一是因为....没钱吗

第二还是因为...没钱..(咳...觉得自己好可怜噢..(v.v)

看到自己喜欢的东西时....就只能看不能买..悲哀啊... (T.T)

我猜你们一定会想, 我那有可能会这么穷

每次都只是嘴巴讲而已...

当然聪明的你们也不是完全错的...

我也不至于穷到什么都没得买

不过就是...

便宜的东西本小姐看不起,

而贵的东西呢本小姐买不起.

做女人真苦

做穷的女人更苦(~.~)

她的命真好!

姐妹们, 我们还是认命吧...

My Wonderland

2009-09-15T20:09:00.003+08:00

My life is full of imagination, especially when i'm alone.
I'll imagine lots of stuffs, realistic and unrealistic.

Sometimes even a normal conversation with my friends.

And that troubles me a lot, because of that 'habit', it makes my mind flies, especially in a boring class or when i'm studying.

Even when i'm driving or walking, i live in my own wonderland.
Thats why people complains that i wont notice them even they were just in front of me , for a few times.

Of course i'm tired of those imaginations which will just be imaginations, but i just cant get it out of my head.

I did some little research to find the reason of this phenomena:

Some says that its the nature of a girl.

Some says that Cancerian live in a life full of imagination.

So, maybe that explains it.

Then, i recently i started to imagine myself, got crazy because of all the imaginations.
Then i will really be crazy, having hallucinations and end up talking to myself or etc.

Hope that i can quit it by making myself busier.
Its so tiring. I wish my mind can go blank sometimes.

Am i normal?

I just need more time

2009-09-11T20:27:00.003+08:00

I'm trying hard to get my life more organized.

To control my expenses.

To follow my schedule.

To work more.

To snooze less.

To give more heart in whatever i'm doing aka serious.

To become pretty. \(^o^)/

I just need some more time, to achieve the optimum level.
So please, give me some time and a chance to achieve it. Thank you.

A dream which almost scared me to death.

2009-09-08T14:48:00.003+08:00

I went to take a nap, at around 11 something.
Then when my alarm rang at around 12:30pm,( cause i got a tutorial at 1pm)
as usual i pressed d snooze button, kinda tired slept less than 5 hours last night.
Then my eye lids felt heavy, and i just let it down.

Out of sudden my body got numb, and the numbness was increasing gradually, mostly focus on the part which touches the bed (i usually sleep facing downwards),
Then my heart was beating very fast, i wanted to get up but i cant, i tried very hard to move my hands and fight to get myself up.

I managed to open my eyes, was scared of what happened, but still very very tired so i closed my eyes again and within spilt seconds ( less than 3)
it happened again, this time i can feel that it is more serious.

Then i heard the radio, turned on by itself ( FM sound, not very clear)
And also the sound of the door, my dad came home.
I wanted to yell at him, ask him to help me up, at first i wasnt able to split a word.
After some struggles i managed call him and asked him to lift me up.

Then i regain my consciousness, i realized that it was all just a dream.
Just because the scene is in the same room and i was sleeping in the same position it feels like real.

It happened to me before. But i really feel very bad when i was in the dream.

Is this how ppl die in their dream? I mean if i din struggle hard enough, will i be dead now??

Anyway, i'm late for class. Got to go, see ya.

所谓的爱情

2009-08-11T22:19:00.003+08:00

爱情没有保障

爱情没有所谓的付出多少就会得回多少

两个人也许彼此了解, 但是确不懂对方想什么

该选择相信自己爱的人, 自己还是理智?

....

爱情就象一场赌局

筹码是自己的爱

奖金是幸福

如果这一次赌输了,

赔上的是心, 眼泪还有希望

下一场赌局不懂是何时

要看赔了多少而定

...

因为有时候赔上的是自己一生的幸福和对爱情的盼望.

Weird lecturers this sem!

2009-07-09T12:31:00.002+08:00

This sem is horrible!terrible!..whatever u call it...my vocab is limited anyway...

1st ...everyday i will sweat like a pig! its so hot, and i always cant find my class.

2nd...PTPTN is late...makes me curse the PTPTN people..GOD pls forgive my sins...

3rd...lecturers!!!!

The 1st met on the 1st class, he always has a fake smile like he is wearing a mask, so so so fake and evil which will makes u feel eerie when u look at his smile. And so cheap hiao lo.
( Definition 'cheap hiao' = want to be HIAO but not really that up to standard)

The 2nd lecturer, the economics lecturer, who has some pronunciation problem, the econs class was conducted in Bahasa Malaysia, these are the few mispronounced words:

'...burung-burung asing banyak datang ke malaysia...' (burung = buruh)

'...pelacur terhormat....' (pelacur = pelabur/pelancong)

he sure needs to improve his pronunciation....

The 3rd lecturer, speaks like he haven't slept for 3 days and is extremely dehydrated. The worst thing that he did is, he arranged our position according to our name ( alphabetically)..swt'''..
Then when there is any late comers..we need to switch our position to fit them in... F*
He makes me swear within that whole 2 hours class...GOD condemn him for making me sinned..

Hope that the following class will be better...*sigh..

Spellbounded!

2009-06-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

How do u get to know yourself?
By listening to how others comment/critic on ur personality?
or doing some personality test ?
or by judging on ur own.

I do think that most people wont judge themselve on their own, not enough self-confidence i assume or like the chinese proverb: 'tang ju zhe mi'

So if ur mom keep on saying that u are as lazy as a bug.
Then u will assume tat u are lazy...and then continue being lazy...

For my case...(we dun talk about lazy lo...cos my mom said tat to me since the day i was borned..)

People around me tend to say tat i m a bad financial planner aka big spender!
(Hey, i'm just doin my part to 'heal' the recession) (^o^) hohoho...!

Almost everyone...my family..my friends..my ex-counselling teacher from high school...the one who calculate my birthdate to predict my future....

Last time, i dont seem to bother...i mean...i can earn..so i hv the right to spend.
But recently something hitted me...

I got annoyed by being labelled as a 'bad financial planner'.
Feel like wana get rid of it.
That stupid fortune teller said tat in future if my hubby's money is managed by me then it will all be gone...
(feel very 'be syiok' until wana slap her though i never see her)

So i dun wana be like 'kena jampi' aka spellbounded.
when everyone says i'm 'bad financial planner', that i'm gona be broke 24/7 now and then...
i'm gonna prove them wrong. ''(>.<)''

i'm gonna save some cash...not just some...a lot and a lot and a lot...

..\($_$)/..

we cant just be the one who they labelled us...

if they said u stupid? then will u admit that u are stupid then continue being a dumb dumb?

lets..PROVE THEM WRONG...

*******************************************************************************

if they said that you are stupid
you should thank them for giving u a chance to prove that you are smarter than they think

if they said that you are lazy
you should thank them for reminding you that you are getting too loose on urself

if they said tat you are cute/beautiful
slap them! they are lying!

********************************************************************************
\(^o^)/

have a nice day sweetie! XOXO!

My Intership

2009-05-15T14:23:00.005+08:00

My uncle helped me to get a internship in Dufu Technology Sdn. Bhd. Its a metal parts company.

A pic i took after work, from the guard house.

Another one from the parking space opposite the factory.

On the first day, I reached the lobby on 8:00am sharp. The receptionist helped me to call HR and contact the officers in my department to pick me up.

And i waited for 30 mins in the lobby. I was thinking : Why were they so busy??

I waited...

And waited....

thus, i took some pics of the lobby...

it was raining outside...

Only me sitting there...

Then, someone pick me up.. Reached my office 'Production Control Department' I have my own desk.
But without destop, so its kinda hard for them to assign me to do anything..
until now..
a Taiwanese company..
We cannot request for anything...(as told by my colleague)
So i guess it means i wont hv a destop until the end of the internship.
I just use those available : when my colleague is out or whenever they are not using

desk

But all of them are nice.
Very helpful, friendly and willing to teach me everything.

My manager, the cutest among all the managers in the factory, a graduate of Pure Math, USM.
He is married. *sigh

From the pic above u can see a window at the top right. From that window i can see aeroplane landing...
just about 200m away...
and if i walk nearer i can see aeroplane flying off from the airport...
very very near....
and loud too..
thats the best part of my job so far...

But i really feel glad that i got this internship, and enjoy working there.
Though every working day (mon- thurs) i reached home at 9 sumthing after give tuition, and the next morning i have to wake up at 6:15am, I still have the urge to go to work, which i never have before.

Last time when i used to work in qbay, i felt so lazy to go to work, even giving tuition irritates me sometimes but not this 10 hours and low pay job...haha... seems like job satisfaction is important after all.

This is really a small small world.

Just knew that Kenny has a relative who is working in HR , and she introduced Kenny, Kok Leong and Kok Leong's bro to work there.
As part-time operator, rm5/hour.

Beginning next week. Hope tat we can have lunch together. But worry about Kok Leong or his brother riding motor to work..kinda dangerous accident rate as i observe after 2 weeks working there 1/2-3 days. Anyway, hope that everything goes well.

看不到

2009-04-10T19:52:00.000+08:00

"我看不清太远的东西，"病人对眼科医生说。

"请跟我来，"医生把病人带到外面，用手指着天上的太阳，问道，"你看那是什么？"

"太阳。"病人回答。

"那你还想看多远！"

faith

2009-04-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

i have faith in those i love
and i respect the rest

i put those i love beyond myself
and told myself not to expect this in return

from past experience I'd learnt
to save myself from myself

POPULAR BOOK FAIR- One stop, Midlands Park, Penang.

2009-03-28T18:50:00.001+08:00

I love to read
Not only can gain knowledge but also will enhance my writing skills
but...
my LSP 402 ( English for science) lecturer said my essay is too 'conversational'..
not formal enough, instead for science topic i should use a report style..'sai'
how can i learn that style leh?
since i'm so used to 'conversational' style
due to:

1. my f4& f5 english tuition teacher (Mr.Felix) used to teach us that style in order to score in our 'story' essay.

2. Blogging and MSN

3. Novels and self-improvement books i read

actually before that i'd decided to take 'speaking' english but now maybe i want to stick to my old choice ' business writing'...but still thinking..cant really make a decision

ok, back to the book fair.

the books for my favourite author like : John C.Maxwell and Khaled Hosseini and etc...
the most i see the discount is just 25%..*sigh =.='''

so i got other books instead (^o^)

Dreams From My Father - by Barack Obam

Its like his memoirs,without exaggeration, i'm interested to know how the life of an African who manages Americans, who is also the most influencial people on Earth now.
And he is cute....!!!25% discount ,RM29.93 (after discount)(>.<)

The Witch of Cologne-Tobsha Leaner

Never really know about the author, but since it claims to be 'international bestselling author'
so i guess will be good, flipped through a few pages before buying it..
the story was set in about 'longlong time ago', australian author,
so can learn some old english ma...got 50% discount , RM 17.95
so i think its ok for leisure reading.(>.o)

Before i go, took a rm50 note from daddy, and passed it to the lovely cashier and she gave me RM2. 15 in return..*sigh (T.T)

i want to get another book from K.Hosseini
its like his best selling novel:

The Kite Runner

Also a story based in Afghanistan, but this time is not about friendship,
its about 2 women's life...
forgotten whats the title....maybe will get it on the second trip there with ping and kei...
also 25% discount...

wanna go with me? (^o^)

Cari Makan

2009-03-17T12:24:00.005+08:00

Last Sunday mummy said want to bring me to a vegetarian restaurant behind GMC for brunch,
i really like vegetarian food,
but what happened was, she cant find the place and refused to call her friend and asked where is the restaurant,
we were going round and round and discovered many other cafe's ans restaurants except that particular one which we are looking for.

Since we were at the area and i was very hungry cause i din eat since morning,
i asked her to bring me to eat 'Mee Sua Tau' a kind of sticky mee sua served with crabmeat and back vinegar and etc, tasted almost the same with the shark fin soup we eat normally in restaurant.

it is located in the housing area at Pulau Tikus. ( where the rich-rich belaka ppls live)
Take the left turn from the triangle in front of S.Disted College
Then when u see the road sign 'Jalan Cantoment" on ur right take a left turn.
Then u'll see this big big house

then at the opposite of this house, among the bushes u'll see this sign

Turn into it, then u'll see this

It used to be a club for the richie richs, mostly those westerners who retired here. I used to come here like 6-8 years ago, and still see some of the 'ang mo' there, now i'm not really sure.

Well, the restaurant is actually behind the bungalow

mummy always like to peep at ppl, kena tangkap basah by me

So, this is the menu, sorry my phone camera is not that good. This price which u can barely see, is actually not that expensive compared others.

This is num.16 Mee Sua Tau, we ordered a small one to share: RM 5.00
Very nice! Its the famous dish there.

Num.2 Chicken Chop : RM 7.50
Not nice, bland.

Num. 18 Roti Babi and Num. 17 Spring Roll: RM3.80 each
Also the famous dish there, very nice and the fillings to me tasted the same for both.

The spring roll and roti babi taste even better with this sauce(which they made it with their own recipe) available in supermarkets but i dun know wats the name and it tasted different with theirs.
Mixed it with cili padi.

Yummy!

I was very full by then, but mummy said the chicken chop not nice, want to order somemore. Lets order Mee Jawa. She said the the Mee Jawa there very nice.

Fried Mee Jawa RM 3.80.
It was loaded with seafoods and chickens and etc...very tasty.

And by the time we finished all the food, both of us were so bloated until we skipped dinner, mummy worst, cant even sleep at night cause indigestion...next time dont be so greedy la..dun eat so much!

Total Spent : RM 25.80 for 2 persons. With 3 combined meal portion. Imagine that. Means for each meal, each of us only pays RM 4.13. Haha...worth it?

At night, we went to Fort Cornwalis to eat fruits and rojak.
Also were bloated that time when we went because of the food we ate earlier.

Took a pic of mummy and daddy at the bay.

Mathematics Night USM 2009 >>> Thrill-logy

2009-03-14T13:57:00.010+08:00

This year the event was conducted in Ballroom 1, G-Hotel, Penang.
The ballroom was so much better than the previous year and also the service and the food though not very nice also but still better than last year.

But...the ballroom was damn cold, that my hands were under the table most of the time and refused to step up away from it.
Overall, i wasnt really exited and in the mood, dont know why...

And this time i went as audience to watch, frankly it is really boring but i tried to watch every performance with full attention caused i know how efforts the performers had put in for that few minutes of show.

All of them improved a lot from the last time i saw them during the rehearsal. BRAVO!

The committee did a great job by finding the sponsorships this year. Though the economy crisis struck but they managed to find more sponsors than last year. Cheers!

All those who went dressed up nicely...especially the girls...look so gorgeous.. next year is my year..i'm gonna wear something very eye catching also...haha

And the climax of the night is when it ends..when everyone went on stage to dance..and started to take pics like crazy....we like taking pics so so much.... so below are some pics from my camera...

special thanks to Xiao Ting who introduced me to Yuko and YoYo who did my hair and make-ups for me. Tq so much to Yuko and YoYo, hope tat can treat them eat before they go back to Japan.

理大功夫学会 - 2月21号功夫之夜 - 傲战

2009-03-05T19:26:00.002+08:00

以为已经结束了
以为自己做的还不错
以为能带一点点欢乐给大家
但是。。。

原来我只是活在自己的世界里
原来朋友真的是对我很好。。都不会讲让我伤心，失望，的话给我听
原来我真的很傻。。很傻
原来我还是那么的自以为是

原来这才是真话。。。

“对于表演。。总结，一个字---》好！！！
只是有少许遗憾，那就是backdrop了。。。
还有MC的表现欠佳，缺乏默契。。。”

“整体的表演觉得蛮棒的，变脸真的还满新鲜的（我第一次看真人，而且还是女的）
表演的整体都很不错。可是总觉得应该是彩排有一些不足吧。
技术问题相当的严重噢~ 而且司仪和工作人员有好多东西缺乏协调，结果还满混乱的。”

“个人觉得去年的表演比较紧凑，不会冷场。今年的冷场连连。不管是什么问题，彩排时应该都注意的吧。冷场是一个节目的大忌，是对观众的责任。

另外，司仪到底有没有认真彩排过？看得出很多时候完全没有默契，好像连对稿都没有练习过。其中一个竟然连功夫学会有几队都不知道。还有，开场宣布来宾抵达时，完全不对时间，那个迎宾的音乐重复了许多次，好尴尬。司仪很多对白都牛头不对马嘴，你讲你的，我接我的。 ”

“司仪方面，真的要感谢那位沙巴的同学了。她应对自如，如果少了她，节目的冷场会更加严重。”

原来我决定告别司仪界是对的。。。

Parenting is not an easy subject.

2009-03-02T22:02:00.003+08:00

i said a lot about my student in my previous blog...
today i have a different view.

Last time i'll always think that my student is too 'xing fu' so that she dont know how to appreciate what she has, but now i think its because if the parents that she becomes who she is now.

She is not talking to her mother since 2-3 weeks ago.
The father doesnt really bother about her.

Her mum doesn't like her to go to tuition outside, she rather pay for expensive house tuition teacher than send her daughter outside for tuition cause scared that the daughter will meet some 'bad' friends there.
Then, the daughther was angry cause the mum didnt trust her, i tried to explain to her, her mum believes i her but her mum doesnt believe in the people around her which she never see and never talk to. So for sure she will worry and will do anything to protect her whether she likes it or not.
I think both of them need to communicate better.
Now, since both of them are not talking to each other, isnt it the mum should be more mature and should take the initiative and talk nicely to the daughther as i can sense that my student really want her parents to treat her well like other parents.

Today, she asked me to fetch her back from tuition 8:30pm from tanjung, near komtar.
I offered actually, cause she said her dad doesnt want to go to fetch her, then i said u try to ask again if really her dad doesnt want to fetch her then i'll go to fetch her.
She said she wants to come back by bus, but i dun let her do so, cause it will be dangerous for a 15 year-old to wait for bus and walk back home at night.
As her apartment is located in the kampung which homes a lot of foreign workers now.
Then the dad really asked her to come back by herself since she wants to go to tuition so much.
This is the second time i fetch her.
1st time was from school, she has an extra class and unable to contact the dad that time.

How irresponsible the parents are?
not just the dad, the mum also.
How can they do this to their daughter?
No matter how bad is she, but wont they worry about her safety?

the mum always said that they had given everything to her, new laptop, well-furnished room , a maid and etc..what else that she wants? She is taking everything for granted.
i think even u noe what she needs...why cant the parents?

a lof of problems happened, i know.
but she is your daughter, the one you should protect and love with everything you have.
maybe because both of ther parents are really young, but parenting is much more than what they think.

if you are unable to learn how to educate and love a child, please do not have any as it will ruin you and the most importantly the innocent child's life.

p/s : nearly had an argument with mummy because of that, cause mummy thinks that i'm very 'ke po'. haha...why bother? its her parents responsibility and not mine..and summore i hv to go that far at night to fetch her. That reminds me, i have mummy too. But, maybe because i dun have any siblings, that makes me cherish those ppl around me, my friends and my students more. I cant really just sit there and do nothing. Sorry, mum.

i am so lucky to have all of you!

2009-02-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

i never really imagine how my life in uni will be when i was younger

but after i entered uni,
i feel happy and glad cause i have a group of ppl around me,
who i love n love me as well.

felt very exited when i know that i'm going to kuching with my friends this July.
dont know why pingping changed her mind.
but glad that she did
hope tat she wont regret..hehe...
cos i really want her to enjoy the trip
go because she wants to go and not because of me..

chatted with clun n kenny just now

conversation with clun.
i was so exited that i told him that i'm going to Kuching with my coursemates.
then he said he is very jealous,
cause everytime he asks his coursemates to go out, they wont go
always reject him
even the bus fare to Cameron Highland from their place is just rm8,
they refuse to go
even he offered to fetch them to town and eat,
they refused,
they said better stay at home and eat Maggi,
(=.=)"'
i can understand his feeling though,
must be very sien lo,
just study n lots of assignments n projects,
tats all,
tats y he said he miss penang so much...
hmm...

conversation with kenny.
he said his frens are only frens when he has car.
always want to lend his car but never pump back the petrol for him.
only will call or show up when they need his car.
he will always lend his car to them,
but when its time for him, they will start to berkira,
like he told me once he need to claim rm10 for a project but until now the director never give him anything,
and the director also always take benefits from him,
the latest case, borrowed his car n drove to town (4 hours) and came back with empty tank and return the car to him.
another case, all went to eat at nasi kandar then just write in one bill then let kenny pay.
for a few times,
then our kenny zai became smart and write his own seperate bill.
(but still not smart enough till now, though i scolded him for hundreds time for this)

in conclusion
i really feel lucky to have a group of ppl who i can really call friends cause i dont think Kenny's friends are FRIENDS anyway.
we never abandon each other nor hurt each other (minor one doesnt count la, cos i'm too kind to count that..haha...)
we never take advantage from each other nor take each other for granted.
though now we dont really see each other as often as we used to be,
but i think the invisible rope which bond us together never loosen.

are u as lucky as me?

Kung Fu Night USM 09'

2009-02-22T23:44:00.006+08:00

Ladies & Gentlemen

i present you

Kung Fu Night USM 2009

hehe...
Alas! it ended!
erm...sounded tat i cant wait for it end...
haha...
no la just tat before that quite worry
cause not enought time to prepare
when everyone was busy

we gathered together,
all four of us,
only about 3-4 times b4 the real day
and it is a Uni event
and we never have any full rehearsal!
everything was still blur on the day itself

but..
happy that it ended well

1st. i dint hurt my leg with my 5-inch high heel as my ankle still swollen a bit.

2nd. for the protocol part no major mistake. ( got minor mistake but hope tat can be forgiven cos the big shots names and their position are so long and the light was dim)

3rd. i didnt go blank or numb on the stage

4th. ppl laugh at my jokes

5th. responded to my question

really thx for all who came especially to my friends and family who willing to spend the evening with me in DTSP.

and i think i m gud! haha...cos i can stand infront of nearly 2000 ppl and speak to them!
imagine talking to nearly 2000 ppl...

but i still need to improve a lot in my English, pronounciation, gestures and the way i talk on stage.

made some grammartical mistakes there, but just let it go,haiz....realize it after i split the word out but ...ITS TOO LATE TO APPOLO~~GI~~IZE ~~~ITS TOO LA~~~TE~~~

haha..dun bother wat over its over d...

thx to Kung Fu Night 2009 also cause it had given me a chance to

1.stand on the stage of DTSP with nearly 4000 eyes on me

2.wear 'qi bao' for the 1st time in my life

3.know so many new friends

4. enhance my public speaking skills

5.make my friends proud of me (..one of them said..but duno true or not..maybe just to please me..tell you..it works!(^o^) )

I think this will be the last time for me to host an event.

Will it be a waste?

i dunno

some said i'm good in it, and improving.

but i think i dont belong there, cause i dont really think that i have the talent. I just do wat i'd learned from others and adding a little bit of myself in it.

i always think that i do not belong on the stage.
i belong to the VIP seat!!!hahaha.....thick skin face leh?

so i'd decided that this is my last event!
Thank you to everyone!

there are a few pics tat i would like to share here.

*morning rehearsal

*1st time take pic with Yong Sian my six form school-mate ( i looked dark cos shadow but it shows the stage, i like it.. ^0^ )

*after make-up and hair-do, by APT same make-up artist with Math Night 08', really love it sadly cant really take everything with my camera..d pic didnt show my eye shadow colours, and all the blings

* Debbie , me and yean nee my partners

*ah ma, me , mummy and daddy..like ladder case..haha

*regine, jennifer, me , jacklyn and steph

more pics on Facebook

p/s: special thanks to

chee seong for asking me to go to Kung Fu Night 09' interview.

ching for explaining to my grandma throughout the whole night.

not that fortunate...this cny

2009-02-05T20:13:00.004+08:00

WARNING!

While you are walking please pay full attention on your walk To the girls
DO NOT

open your umbrella while you are walking even though the sun is so damn hot and you are rushing to sit for a test.
OR ELSE

*yes, both are my legs

today i got a test.
which i studied so hard last minute...cos enjoyed too much during the holiday
den while i'm on my way there..
out of the escalator
saw the sun so hot
i walked very fast
cos almost time ( still got time actually but always late so got used to it)
den i so scared that the hot sun will burn my skin ( den the masks i put on my face on monday and yesterday will be wasted)
so i open my umbrella while walking out...

manatau.....

there are like 2 steps of stairs in front
and i.....
the last thing i know is an extreme pain on my right ankle
and a big 'bang' ( the new steel water tumbler mummny bought for me)

then i stood up
den?
of course rush to the test la...

and gud news the test was at
E47 HS2(library)
so many stairs to climb up
den down again to the basement
hurt so much

den after that went to give tuition
suddenly the car gv me problem

mati engine

den tried to park
den after that
when on my way home
prayed hard that i can reach home safely
when i reached home
smoke came out from the fron of the car
out of water
i knew it
tried to open the front cap (whatever u call it, i call it cap)
cant open,
just realised that i never open it before
shit!
dun bother la
later daddy 'gao dim'
after that mummy told that last time when she finished filling in the water
she forgot to close the cap of the water tank
and left it beside
so all the water came out
hahahaha...
tat saved me from scolding

then realised that my leg already become like wat u see above...
and growing...

sui....hopefully wont affect my test result..

tomorrow still got class.....

learnt a lesson?

this is the second time actually first time was like 7 years ago
on basketball field
also got like high n low eh place ma
at the corner there...
huh...

i shall be more n more n more careful...

*after wrapping

Happy 'Niu" Year...2009

2009-02-01T00:42:00.006+08:00

This chinese new year...
i quite enjoyed it...
and still enjoying...
so in the mood...
until hv no mood to do my serious stuffs...

Kinda happy to meet all the family members..
i worked during cny for the past 2 years..
so this year i told myself hv to hv fun with everyone...
and also want to watch all the cny films...

dint buy much clothings this year...
so very hard to choose what to wear each time i want to go out
and mummy will always say..
yo...u look very fat in this..
your leg look very short in this...
that shirt looks like had been washed a thousand times..
so i have to change about 4-5 times before i go out...
and meet my relative with my make-up on...1st time...
say bye bye to that 'guai guai' yvonne lo...

so these are the pics which i took until just now..

*1st day of CNY...checking my make-up...
mummy preparing 'ang pau' at the back...hehe.. >.<

*ah ma..kissing me...i was so surprised that she will pose like tat...but i like it ...i love you 2 ah ma..muacks..

*at ah ma house...family photo..mummy, ah ma, auntie and me

*auntie and me...look alike photo....really look alike ar?

*ah ma and me...daddy side de...

*jiejie and me....

*norman and me...

*Me and Pin

*Me and Hung (Ping and Hung are brothers)

*went to watch movie on the 2nd day of cny..with ching and mei..got the lucky cookies..

*cute little cousin Xin Ru

*New World Park...just now with Penny, Ching and kenny

*hope to get Mr.Right this year..haha

When we took pictures there..we actually take turns 3 of us to stand in the middle...
it hs been quite a long time since we last met Penny...very very long time
was quite shocked when we found out that Penny is really going to marry the guy she is dating now in about 2-3 years time....
She was the most quite girl among all of us...she is still
and..like people say..the most unexpected thing will actually happen..
we never ever think of the 1st among us who will get married is going to be her..
really hope that she is making the right choice..
as me and Ching also think that she deserves a better guy...
just wish her happiness always...
i love you..muacks

Today is the 7th day of cny..
there is going o be a big celebration..
at the place where Penny stays..
so when we sent her home..
can see people setting up the stages and etc..
and we took a few pics there..
looks so like malacca...
miss malacca so much...
must bring others go next time...

*have to take this picture..before the World Heritage Site Committee kick Penang out of the list..hehe

Hope you enjoy your CNY too...
Happy "niu" year...
Have a happy and healthy year...
(>.<)

i'm not a judge

2009-01-16T15:42:00.004+08:00

mix with different ppls recently
received lots of comments on others n also commented on others aka GOSSIP
also a few comments on myself..for being self-centred..
trying hard to minimize it...
but i'm not saint so do remind me if i'm acting like tat..

chatting with them let me knows lots of things happened in the other side of the class
which looked normal as usual...i dun really observe my surrounding

expl: my mom gv away my pet n asked me whether i notice anything wrong in the living room (my pet and his cage), i said no...the she told me the answer...tat time she already gv it away for about a week..heartless...and blind *wont repeat tat..urgh...

but things really happened whenever n wherever there are ppl...
so i did received a few hot news from the other side...
n started to be a little transmitter to a few of my gang members...
and of course i know sum are not 'transmitable'...

and eventually,
i put my own opinion in everycase
and judge ppl
what a sin tat i'm always commiting
but i really cant help it
especially when i'm in the right mood n with the right ppl
it just get everything out of me

it happend once when my words were twist-turned n used against me
n got me into real trouble
but still i did not learn to control myself

like others who transmitted the news to me...

maybe i shouldn't judge ppl on the way they do things...
cos i think that they r not doin it right.
who m i to judge?
but still i cant control myself from judging
like many others
as well as to stop anyone from judging me

so in conclusion,
i'll still try my best to control

pssst...*whispering....now cause i'm loaded with news i cant wait to share with pingping ....just 12 throw sumthin out b4 it explode or i'll hv to bare the risk....
n thank God tat pingping wont tell others...
her tank like will empty by itself 1 very geng....
cos will take it like trash?
sorry i'm judging again...

headache

2009-01-16T00:27:00.006+08:00

do u ever hv headache?
wat makes ur head ache?
hmm...fever not counted...

when i force myself to understand a very complicated thing
or the things tat i had read orver n over again but still hv totally no idea about it

when i'm doin very very tough math question

i'll get headache

i din get headache for a very very long time

untill tonight

i need to rush my tutorial tomorrow (8am class)

Pkei ask me...why so 'gan cheong' ( nervous)
is not like we need to pass it up anyway..
i noe..
i told her cause i promised myself to finish every tutorial since last sem...
but the bigger part of it is LEE BOON PIN finished the whole tutorial when we met at class this afternoon (yesterday afternoon to be exactly now is friday d)
n damn tat tutorial is so killing me
it took about 2 whole pages of A4 paper to finish 1 question n i divide each page into 2 n the question is a sub question so if i do finish the tutorial its goin to be about 10 full papers...

very hard to admit the kiasuism in me...
but this time
hv to admit...hahaha....

summore got 253 , 122 n 252 tutorial 2 to rush this weekend...
math quiz on saturday
gv tuition 2moro n sunday night

T________T

i guess i need a power shot

~~~what a wonderful wor~~ld~~~ by neil armstrong.....

*dropped flat
*and then woke up n continue doing my tutorial

busy busy busy

2009-01-14T21:56:00.002+08:00

these few weeks had been the busiest weeks i ever had after i enter uni..
beginning from early december...

all the outings, activities and everything...
since school started i dont really hv time to study until now,
i feel very very guilty bout it all the while,
cause i really want a dean list this semester,
so i hv to work harder, very very hard.
n my performance so far, very bad.

told myself hv to start to plan,
cannot like tat d,
n starting to hv a headache of how to plan for next sem n next next sem.

want to get dean list?
then hv to add some extra core courses
risk: final year project if take a lot of time will make my result drop and worsen the condition

dun 12 get dean list?
just take the minimum papers and audit courses and focus on final year project

but i want dean list...
argh...why do they hv to make my life difficult?
why?why?why?

i'm in control

2008-12-29T19:42:00.002+08:00

i'd put it down
i'd deleted everything we shared

its now a new me n him
those stories are not us
those are just stories of others

maybe i still dun hv new stories to write
so i used to read the old stories
but not now
cause i'd decided to write a new story
with new characters
which i'll be in control of the contents
very hard, almost impossible
but i'm trying hard too

hope tat i'll end every chapers, happy.

1st day of 2nd sem second year

2008-12-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

wah....wah....wah...
so fast
second year
second sem already

just so so fast...
still remember the 1st day when i stepped into USM as an undergraduate

and now..

not used to it a little..

some of them will ask for cseong, tfung n wping
wping also will ask for the direction to her class from me
its quite weird
since we are so close together now
and studied together in most of the classes that we attended before

now only left
2 or 3 classes which we will attend together

but life goes on

today...
hmm..
went early to school then only found out that there is nothing else to do
then went to LSP 402, my english class, had a hard time to search for the class
and quite disappointed with the lecturer
don't know whether it is good or bad

then after busying with all the stuffs
we went to qbay
yong jc skuo n pkei
we went to eat at Kim Gary
then we were late for the movie
Transporter 3
very very good actions

but
after the movie only we realize that
yong lost his hp
haiz..
makes me feel a bit sad
cause i'd gone through it too
and got to know that he had very precious videos and photos in it

talked to him lots of things
just for him to feel better
cause i know
when we lost something precious
we will start to blame ourself
for being careless
and start to think
'if i check my pocket...
'if i stay at home...
bla bla bla...

we know that we shouldn't do that
cause it wont bring any good
we are old enough to know all the theories
but we just cant avoid doing it

tried my best to tell him
hope that he can get over it

and hope that the one who took the phone will return it to him and also wont misuse the contents in the phone.

not a good start this sem.

lost and found

2008-12-12T13:31:00.003+08:00

found a new job
as a part-time teacher in Vital Years - English Literacy Centre for children age 2-10

i love the job
i love the children even more

though the pay is just a little
but spending my time with those little angels are so fun
and i miss them so much when i go home
thinking of their faces, their voice...haha

suddenly think that..
if i hadn't lose the job at queensbay...
i might wont get this job...

this morning my car battery was down...
i dunno why i switch on the front light caused the last time i drive my car was yesterday when i went to work...8am and came back at 12pm...
the sun was so bright..
i din even notice that i left the front light on..

until this morning when i want to go to work then only i realize it...
for 1 second i was thinking not going to work...
but suddenly the faces of the children appeared on my mind...one by one...

then i told myself, no matter what i hv to go...
so i walked to my grams house and drove my aunts car there...

and now daddy and his friends are helping me to charge my car battery...
haha...so pai seh...
this is already the 3rd time they help me to do that...

and the 5th time this happened to me...
pathetic

economy crisis

2008-12-08T13:16:00.002+08:00

Scarce is Money

Surplus is Time

As the shares go down crime rate goes up

Christmas , New Year, Chinese New Year

Sales, Sales, Sales

But still i cant afford

Those that i can afford

i don't like

haiz....

just remember

dun get yourself robbed

and dun rob yourself.

Mel and Tennis

2008-11-25T16:50:00.005+08:00

i seldom chat with Mel
he always very very very busy
and he is so far away from me
we started talking, chatting on msn since his mom entered hospital a few years ago
and he gv me his msn and Gracie's(his pet dog) blog add..
wonder how is she now...

chatted with him again just now...
currently still chatting but he's replying me slow
maybe he's busy..
is his working time now..

after knowing him for 21 years only i realize tat...
he is so damn good in tennis
i mean like professional level
and he was the national player for singapore
(he studied there when he was very very very young)
he is still young now...

and he is still playing it now..
still very active...
and he used to be a tennis coach..
a pro 1..
just now he gv me his tennis blog add
which he advertises his tennis lessons

the pictures there really amazed me...

wonder who took this picture...so pro..

like cacat a bit..but still very pro lo...

Makes me feel like wanna play too...
maybe one day i can play with him le..hehe..

By the way, Melvin is...

uncle of mine...hehe..

bbq steamboat

2008-11-19T20:15:00.006+08:00

went to eat steamboat with pingping, yong, jc, pkei, and tfung yesterday...

didnt go out with them for quite a long time d...

but still a few others cant make it...

really hope that all of us can really get together next time...

we had fun,
with the foods and also the heavy rain...

pkei said that she is jealous of me n ping ping cause we have them as gud frens in our uni life...
and she cant find any...

she like the way we joke mostly by teasing each other...and i was the worse victim yesterday...
i'm so innocent...

and the guys really treat us well...

so i just told her to join us more often lo next time...
hope that she'll have a happy uni life also...

tats what friends are for...
we share.

before we start cookin'

posing b4 start

while we were cookin n eating

while waiting for the soup to boil

its chopsticks lickin good

again b4 we start to cook...

ice-cream time

i guess they really like those ice sticks

____________________________________________________________________

I really dont want to work this semester break
or to be more accurately
i really dont want to do the same work again

just now chirstine called me
she said need to cut budget
so there is no vacancy for me anymore

seems like i know that this will come

thats why when my friends saw my msn msg n asked me when will i start to work
i'll tell them if nothing goes wrong
i'll start to work this Friday

IF NOTHING GOES WRONG

as if i really felt like i can sense something coming
and it proved that i was right

so when i was talking to chirstine over the phone
she kept on apologising
and i purposely sound a bit disappointed
just a little bit
so that it'll make her think that i'm actually taking it seriously since i promised her to help her
cause she wants to take a week leave on dec
but now since the Operation Manager said want to cut cost
so she cant do anything

expect me to believe?
she is the one who taught me not to believe in everyone
not everyone we know can be friends

actually i can sense that this kind of situation will happen
because when you are running a shop
u cant always have a position emptied
so on n off there need to be someone there
and if u found a suitable one
u can train him/her
and it is not difficult working there

so i can be easily substituted
so this time
i choose rather not to believe in her totally
cause she hit 3 months target and stretch due to the sales
and the company will cut her outlet budget?
which is the lowest among all the outlet in M'sia?
am i that stupid?
or i dont know a bit about business?

but we cant judge a book by its cover right?

so i chose to be understanding

even though i really dun want to work with her
and already looking for other jobs
but still i dint tell her

instead i was waiting for this chance to come

so now
she is the one who is apologising

it wont affect her at all
cause this kinda things happen

but if i said i dun wan to work with her earlier
then i'll be labeled as
irresponsible
no commitment
etc and etc

i might need her one day

i'm just trying to survive

and i think i did nothing wrong

but i feel tat i'm getting evil

selfish

bad

Kraft bought Danone's baked-goods business

2008-11-16T15:46:00.004+08:00

pingping told me a about 2 weeks ago that
Tiger biscuits are no longer from Danone
changed to Kraft d
and the new Tiger also not as cute as the previous one

i went to see...
and found out that what pingping said was right
cant even find a pack of Tiger biscuit from Danone...except the Tiger Susu..
and somemore tat Kraft also got Tiger Susu
so i decided to buy a packet of each to taste then compare
for normal Tiger ..
erm..almost the same...cant differentiate it
for Tiger Susu...the Kraft one is thicker...harder bit..
Danone's taste....
richer...
price?...not sure...cause i dun really aware of its price....
haha..not much difference i guess..

i followed mummy to tesco yesterday and we bought a tin of Jacob's wheatmeal biscuits...
when i wanna open it just now...
i SAW the KRAFT logo...

OMG....where is DANONE?
its suppose to be Danone...
why everything change to Kraft...
i just cant accept it...

so i went online to check...
then only i found out that...
Kraft bought Danone's baked-goods business for $7.2billion...

OMG~~it is even more than what USM get from the APEX thing

well...its a B2B(business to business) marketing anyway..
after this Kraft Foods goin to be the 'tai kor' in the biscuits market d
sure will earn lots more than $7.2 billion

somemore both are big multilevel companies
Kraft is from US and Danone is a French Food Giant

what is USM?
malaysian 1st international university.....SOON...
big enough?
haha...

y m i saying all these? cause i'm studying for marketing exam tomorrow...

all the best to me....!

p/s:
this post has no advertising purpose
but i still prefer Danone, cause it sounds nicer and the logo is also better looking

which one looks nicer?

and its FRENCH...je t'aime

disappointed

2008-11-14T21:22:00.004+08:00

i was thrilled when cseong told me that airasia offers free and no fuel charge tickets...
so happy..
thinking that ...
alas!i have a chance to sit on a airplane....
traveling with them must be very fun...

but just now...i fell from heaven to hell...
it doesnt hurt my ass...
just that my chest...felt so pain...
like it was crashed by a big rock...fell from the sky...

i cant find myself a partner...
6 guys confirmed to go...
i'm the only gal...
to me...
its not nice....
especially when people know that a girl traveling with 6 guys...
i dont want to have a bad image...
and the most important is....
i dont want my family to worry...

so i just booked for them...
i was thinking like i can still wait until tomorrow only i book my ticket...
if i found a partner....
but just now when i went to check again...

no free flights d....

so sad...
feel like wanna cry....
cannot go d lo...

told mummy bout this...
she said i should have booked the ticket 1st...

haiz...
but now say what also is useless d lo...

my dream...GONE!....

i really really wanted so badly to go...

now a can just watch them go....

enjoy guys....

sleepless nights

2008-11-14T06:02:00.004+08:00

now is around 6am...
i dint sleep for the whole night,...
yesterday i slept about the same time too...
and woke up at about 10 sumthing...
i thought that by sleeping less than 6 hours a day...
today i can sleep better ....

but still...
even worse than yesterday....
some more later got exam at 9am...
SHE 101...

hate it when i cant sleep...
hate it so much...
my heart beats fast...
keep on telling myself to sleep..
dun think of anything...
but still..
lots of things in the mind...
cant relax....
very tense like tat...

luckily the paper is just going to be for one hour...
and not a hard paper...

this had been the 3rd/4th sleepless night i have during this exam period...

stress?
i dunno....

i just know that i hate it!

exam start!

2008-11-02T22:32:00.002+08:00

goin to sit for MAT 263 exam tomorrow; 2:15pm

usually, at this point i'll be very nervous,
cause still got a lot of things to make sure,
study, revise,

but now...
i'm not...
dun feel like wanna rush....
(i guess i will tomorrow)

want myself to be relax a bit...
dont want wat happened during the MAT 263 Test 2...a few weeks ago...
happen again...

stomach muscle cramp all together...
neck muscle pain untill i cant bent my neck...
(*dey said is blood pressure too high wor, i'll go to check my blood pressure)
den lost after i finished the test....
sleepless nights...

too stressed....

not this time cos the exam is going to be 3 hours long...
despite cracking my head to solve the questions...
i dont want to suffer from muscles pain for 3 hours...

so i really need to relax...

i was quite relax yesterday...so i manage to sleep within an hour after i jumped on the bed...very good..

i need to have a full control over my body,
first i hv to tell it what to do,
as our mind has the greatest power,
i deeply believe in that,

relax...relax...everything will be ok...

keep it up! hope tat can sleep early today and wake up early tomorrow....yea^o^ !

左右为难

2008-10-31T23:42:00.004+08:00

要考试了。。。
要读书也要教补习。。。
不读书，怕考不好
不教补习，怕对不起人家
她们要求我教她们多一点，因为要考试了
我也要考啊！

她说之前MISS了的课要补回，
还跟我算学费；问我我真的有来12次了吗？
会MISS课都是因为她没空；要跟妈妈出去或是忙学校功课
如果是我有事在身不能去的，我都会在那个星期或下个星期里补回给她。。。
我开时教她的时候她妈妈在第三堂课的时候才符钱给我。。。
然后过了六个星期才符我那个月的学费。。。
她说妈妈很忙，忘了。。
我没说什么。。因为那个月有5个星期。。。
但是她既然问我“你真的有来12次了吗？”
那时候的我真的很不爽。。
但是我还是没说什么，
因为我知道，学费不便宜。。
妈妈EARN钱很辛苦。。。
我也是啊！
算了。。。
我忍！

要找一主可以符我跟多的学费的就不教她了。。。。
人往钱看吗。。对不对？

LOST!

2008-10-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

WHoe called me just now...
all the while i thought that he is enjoying himself in UKM...
joining all sorts of activities...
but then he told me just now that he's LOST!
lost since he started to work after STPM...

i can still remember that time..when he 1st told me that he was lost.
i was staying at the dorm with Ping,
one day he called,
and told me that he's lost...
i was shocked...
cause he'll be the last person i would expect to be LOST!
cause he's more mature that those at his age,
been through more than those at his age,
and know more life's philosophy that i do,
so whatever things that i want to say to him,
he already knew that,
so i really have no idea what to say,

so i just kept on motivating him,
to remind him in case he forgotten it,
i cried that time,
i can still remember i said to him
"if you dont love yourself, then who else going to love you? your parents? me? then izzit fair for us?"

then today still the same topic...
just different location
he cried, i didn't
he said he dont want to stay there want to apply to come to USM,
i told him not to,
i seldom do that, whenever someone tell me they want to do somethig as long as i dont think that its gonna hurt anyone, i'll just say go for it, do what you like.

but to him this time is a big NO,
i dont want him to give up whenever he feels things are not like what he expects,
coursemates there are not like his ex-classmates or schoolmates, teaching n learning methods are different.
in short - he is not happy.

i want him despite all the things (obstacles), he'll also make himself clear about his goal, plan and work towards it. Not give up.

if not no matter where he goes also is going to be the same and worse when he starts to work.

he kept on saying 'Dunno'....
but he knows everything just that he cant take any action...
i can undertstand his feelings, we do lost ourself sometimes but i really dun understand why he cant stand up again and find his way out.

how can i help him?i really dont want to see him like that.

but i really dunno wat to do and wat to tell him,
so i told him that only he can help himself, to find the way out, but i hope that i can help by providing light in the darkness, so that he can find the way.

i wish i know how.

just us..!

2008-10-24T01:24:00.006+08:00

went to dinner and movie at Gurney with Ban and Wern just now....
we watched Bangkok Dangerous....
cause we really cant find any better movie to watch and it was the best selling movie...

Nicholas Cage looks kinda old to me...
so i didn't expect that the movie is going to be a good one...
as well as Ban n Wern...

but that Thai guy sure looks cute...

Nicholas Cage - an assassin
Thai guy - his messenger but became his student
Yang Cai Nee(HK actress) - a mute, very beautiful pharmacist, dated Nic

its kinda funny on certain parts...

not much of actions...

not that bloody....
the most were like the hand chopped off and the body was blasted into half...
(not irritating at all..no intestines showing out)

no climax....
a bit dragging...

so basically its a story about an assassin who was assigned 4 jobs in Bangkok...
then the Thai guy was his messenger who will take things(target's pics, cash and weapons.whatever he needs)..from the Big Shot ( the 'tai lou')....to him...

then the story begins...bla bla bla...like normal movie....

and also by following the norms....

IF the hero is a superhero or act legally

THEN
the he will save the world and live happily ever after with the heroine

OR

the hero will kept on his task to save the world but he have to
live alone cause he dont want to endanger the heroine's life....
(gu du yi sheng)..tats what makes him cool also

ELSE

IF the hero is a criminal ( in this case, an assassin)

THEN
the hero will die! Because if he goes on living then this will let
people think that the criminals can live freely after breaking the law,
will make ppl doubt about the ability of the authority. If he got caught
then, he is not that heroic anymore!!

so in the end he shot himself...makes him look more 'man'...if killed by other then will be lame a bit d...

tats all about the movie.

goin out with Wern and Ban is very enjoying also...
though the really so catch a lot of attentions by yelling and laughing out loud...
(especially when they are playing games in the arcade)
but wont feel 'sia sui' lo....

really feel like being myself..
can really say whatever i feel like saying....
use the words that i feel like using.....
comment on whatever things......
yell together with them...

which i seldom do in front of others...
(kena jaga imej =.=')

thanks guys for being there always...
we are really { kam lan chi mui }...*in Cantonese please...hahahaha

the only thing that i hate is Ban being sarcastic for the whole night! makes me wanna slap him....

just me!

2008-10-22T15:18:00.007+08:00

i was craving for the ice blended mocha for 2 days....
but i dun dare to drink it yesterday cause i know i hv a test today and coffee is also my body biggest enemy....

when i drink coffee,
my heart beats very fast....feels like out of breath especially at night...
and i'll sure go to toilet within 15 mins.....sometimes even faster, before i can finish a cup...

but i just cant resist the ice-blended mocha...
the aroma...the smoothness of the ice mocha....together with the cream..argh..betul-betul ada 'umph'....
i'll crave for it...dunno why....but not often..the last time i drank is when i was in Malacca, more than 2 months already....so i guess it is fine....

just now after class...
i straight away go to queensbay...just to get a big cup of ice- blended mocha from Coffee Bean...
haha....crazy?
but i love to do this kinda things....
the ability of me to do things that i want ( especially impulse) makes me feels 'powerful'...
like i'm in control of my life....
i hate to follow rules...
this cannot, that cannot...
sumtimes i'll purposely break rules or to disagree with others,
(its a psychology thing)
all because i like the feeling of..i'm in control...haha
but of course..i wont break big rules...cause i dun take risk...
so i never get into 'big' trouble because of my 'habit'...

some will say this is a rebelious action, mostly teenagers will act like that...
to gain attention...
to me...
partially its like that....
haha... perharps most of us ( the only child in our family )...
will get all the attention at home, so when we go out, we tend to do things to attract attention from others...
( wern agrees with me on that)
i'll try to minimize that....

and like that i spent rm 15.35 for the big cup and rm 1 for parking...and also the fuel...

but the satisfaction...priceless....

*finished it when i reached home...drinking while driving....and it ended with a *burp...

and when i reached home...i rushed to the toilet with the speed of light...
and blasted the toilet...

hahahahahaha......i'm very satisfied...

dont know next time what kinda exreme ( impulse) things i'll do....hmmm...

p/s: hate it when my name is spelled wrongly on the cup....huh.. (>.<')

i cook!

2008-10-20T14:50:00.005+08:00

today is a no class day.
so as usual i'll have to find food in the house.

i just kicked the fever and the sore throat away,
but the flu just love me so much,

so i cant take biscuits nor chocolate drinks or etc,
so i decided to cook,

Spaghetti and mushroom soup.

These are all u can expect from a person who don't go to the wet market.

first of course, i didnt take my dinner yesterday so i was damn hungry,

i cooked the easier one 1st,

the mushroom soup, the Campbell's...

very easy, according to the instructions given,
we have to pour the soup in 1st then only we add in the water,
but if like that your soup is going to be harder to dissolve,
so i always do it the other way round,
i boil the water first,
then only i add in the soup.

and wahla....my soup was ready...

then i again boiled water to cook the spaghetti,
while waiting for the water to boil, i drank the soup,

after the water is boiled i add in the spaghetti,

i bought a Maggi Bolognese sauce mix a few weeks ago,
but didn't use it that time cause suddenly felt like cooking a Tom Yam souce for the spaghetti,
so i use it this time.

after the spaghetti is cooked, rinsed it with cold water, and left it beside.
some will add in oil to the boiling water before cooking the spaghetti so that it wont stick together,
but i'm using the traditional chinese way, by rinsing it with cold water, the colder the better,
not only it wont stick together but also it will be more 'Q'(suddenly forget how to say in in english ;more chewy i guess)

after that i started to cook the sauce ( i only hv one stove so i have to do it one by one )
i add a little bit of oil,
fried the minced meat, and prawns ( prepared by my mummy in case we want to use it anytime)
then i add in a little bit of water and that sauce mix,
like the instructions shown on the packet,
just that add a litle bit of garlic when i fried the minced meat and prawns,
i love garlic,
then i cooked untill it became paste like (dry a little bit)
then....

ta da.....

*its ready to be served

i cant really taste it due to the flu,
but with my taste buds,
i can say the flavour is ok,
but i can say it will be better if i can add in some Mozarella cheese,
some mushrooms,
spice is not needed, not salt cause it was all mixed in,
it is a bit salty though, so the ratio of the spaghetti and sauce have to be right.
(the one on the pic i added in a little bit more , jst to make it looks nicer, i took out about 2 table spoon before i ate it)

it also had a very strong tomato taste, not spicy at all.
worth a try.

the serving size : 3 ( according to my serving size, if you know my serving size!)

and the that spaghetti and the soup, i'm bloated.

a series of unfortunate events

2008-10-19T18:02:00.002+08:00

saw a lot of frens got sick...
warned myself to be careful..
because of the weather and all the tests....

but never though that my immune system lost the war.....
i always think that i'm very strong, huh....

got fever, flu and sore throat....
these three are good frens....
they'll come n visit me a few times in the year...
and when they come...
they come together...
hahaha....
they are really true friends...
never leave each other behind....

friday exam, finished at about 10pm...
not very happy with it...
cause i know,
i dint do well,
bad actually....

i slept at 3 something and woke up at 7am...
need to go to work as student service....
a bit sick already that time,
sore throat....
then today things got worse...
can even wake up on time...
was late to work....

after i took the attendance, i went out for breakfast with YY n HL,
before we go i went to the clinic first,
need to recover fast, so that i can study better for the test and exams,
if not i wont even bother to go,

1st stop- Klinik University at Sg.2 closed (written there sunday 9:00-1:00)
i really dunno why it is closed.

2nd stop- Poliklinik Mawar(if i'm not mistaken) at RST
Closed also.

3rd stop- Klinik Kesihatan in USM
Closed too.
(*huh....very very tired..my head felt so heavy...and with the hot sun on top of my head)

after work...
went to pharmacy near my house.
closed.

since all clinics and pharmacy are closed, i went to guardian, sure open right?

what happened was.....

"Sorry, our pharmacist is off duty, we cant give you those controlled drugs."

and the lady there introduce me herbal pills which most customers will buy to cure fever and flu.

i took it,

and as usual,

i'll pick up other things also....

when i got to the counter there...the total printed on the screen was..RM 75...
was shocked...
ok fine i gv her my credit card...

but the machine cant read both of my cards...

very embarrassing cause i dint bring enough cash also...
and the cashier (the shop manager's face turned black)....

so i just took the pills...
and called the card centre,
i was told that both of my cards are still active....
and i told him i spilled water on my bag and it wet my wallet as well as my cards a few days ago...
and he said water ( H2O) wont do anything to my chip...(and he was laughing loud through the phone when i told him, what so funny?)

so so so so 'sui'...

and when i came home....

again...another drama....

just feel like going out... to another place on earth....
to "Wonderland"....
where all these things wont happen.....

i love RAIN..!!

2008-10-12T23:20:00.004+08:00

after i spent the whole day doing 285 assignment...
at last i finished it...

then,

i went to the bank to pay my bills...

then,

to tesco with ching to get some groceries....
it was drizzling when i reached ching's house...

but it stated to rain cats n dogs when i came out from tesco..
and i din wear jacket or raincoat...
cause inside the parking lot...i cant feel the rain..
but as soon as i came out from that parking lot...
sha....
got wet...
can really feel the big splash towards me...
after 2 mins....
even my pantie was wet...(i was riding my cute lovely little scooter)

i dint stop...
cos i love rain...

yes..
sound crazy....
but i just like the feeling when rain drops hit my skin...not when i was riding cause very painful..
gentle hits i should say...
and the chill...
liked being hugged by the nature...
really enjoy...
hard to describe the feeling with words though...
huh...it can make my tears disappear also....

crying in the rain..
let the rain wipes my pain...

*I like Rain...love Rain 4ever...he is so cute....*shout...*yell

2008理大华文学会辩论大赛－智翔是大赢家

2008-10-12T02:03:00.002+08:00

10月11日－晴

刚刚去看了2008理大华文学会辩论大赛，
是为了要支持智翔而去的。
他坚持要我们在总决赛的时后才去看他比赛，
因为他说看到我们他会紧张，
哈哈。。。没想到我们对他的影响有那么大。。。
所以呢刚刚我们5个好朋友就去给他个大大的支持。。。
其他3位有事在身所以不能到场。。。
但是他们也会给智翔心领上的支持。。。
就冯着我们对他的支持和他自己的努力还有天分。。。

他不但只在每一场的辩论大赛得到了最佳辩论员，
他也在当完晚得到了的全场最佳辩论员，
他真的很'GENG'。。。
在辩论的时候也很帅。。。
我们以他为傲。。。
当他要上场时还有当他要致词的时候。。。
我的心跳的很利害。。。
替他紧张。。。

哈哈。。。不过他最后还是赢了。。。
真的很替他高兴。。。

这种感觉怪怪的，
因为在我人生当中很少在比赛里头取得胜利所以觉得怪怪的。。。
不过我应该会慢慢的去适应这种感觉因为现在我身边的人都很利害。。。
我相信他们每一个也会是个赢家。。。。
其实我真的很欣赏智翔。。。
他做事很认真。。。
很有自己的想法。。。
很并。。。
很有上进心。。。
很成熟。。。
也很独立。。。
最重要的是他很乐于助人。。。
现在的他又多了一个优点那就是。。。
勇于追求自己的梦想。。。

我一定要向他学习。。。。加油！！！
这是我第一次用中文来写如过有错误的话请多多包含。。。
谢谢！我会努力学好我的中文的啦。。。。加油加油加油！
咳。。。写的真久。。

TIME...!

2008-10-08T20:56:00.005+08:00

When i'm busy with everything coming altogether; exams, assignments, tuitons and classes

time flies

But when i'm in the middle of a boring class, working, answering questions that i totally hv no idea what are those questions asking, and waiting

time crawl even slower than 200 years old turtle which weigh 700 pounds.

*i got nothing but time...

But also when i'm in between, i realise that i keep on looking at the time , my watch, my phone, or a clock, dunno y, just look at it, just feel like want to know the time even though it just past 2 mins the last time i looked at my watch.

weird.
i guess a lot of people have this kinda habit too, just that it is to tiny to notice, because everyone is busy.

maybe i should have one of this

~VonderLand~

Bye Bye 2010 ~ 2011 is going to be a much much better year

不简单的人

I've followed my dream~

Got a life to live

Highlights of the extremely fun Cameron Trip!

GCB

Breakfast in the heart of the Penang

祝我生日快乐

Sunshine after the rain

~烂苹果~

冥冥中的安排。。。我不懂，我不要

I'm DOOMED!

Fed up

Pantai Keracut

~~Cactus from YJ~~

Lucky

Morning Glory

Cant get it out of my head!

~~无聊~~

外遇

Choices

三思而后行，不是什么时候都做得到

Bye Bye Toe

I lost control!!!!!!

New sem and also last sem starts today!

圆圆的冬至

苦中一点甜

我讨厌Shopping!

My Wonderland

I just need more time

A dream which almost scared me to death.

所谓的爱情

Weird lecturers this sem!

Spellbounded!

My Intership

看不到

faith

POPULAR BOOK FAIR- One stop, Midlands Park, Penang.

Cari Makan

Mathematics Night USM 2009 >>> Thrill-logy

理大功夫学会 - 2月21号 功夫之夜 - 傲战

Parenting is not an easy subject.

i am so lucky to have all of you!

Kung Fu Night USM 09'

not that fortunate...this cny

Happy 'Niu" Year...2009

i'm not a judge

headache

busy busy busy

i'm in control

1st day of 2nd sem second year

lost and found

economy crisis

Mel and Tennis

bbq steamboat

Kraft bought Danone's baked-goods business

disappointed

sleepless nights

exam start!

左右为难

LOST!

just us..!

just me!

i cook!

a series of unfortunate events

i love RAIN..!!

2008理大华文学会辩论大赛－智翔是大赢家

TIME...!

Cactus from YJ

无聊

理大功夫学会 - 2月21号功夫之夜 - 傲战